Where is this all leading?

It’s hard to believe it has been nearly three years since I’ve posted anything on this blog. Is this a blog? Sure, why not? Back in 2018 and 2019 I shared my thoughts on everything from ghosts and the paranormal, conspiracy theories about QAnon and the Cabal and even extraterrestrial life and whether human beings could tap into a shared consciousness. I included plenty of pictures, videos and quotes in an effort to cite my sources. But not today. Today is just words. Today is about reflection. I once again dare to share my thoughts about the state of the world and where this is all headed.

As I recall, the last place I left off was struggling with whether to “believe” in the whole QAnon thing or not. I was questioning whether then current President Trump was really the idiot monster the media portrayed him as, or if it was simply that he was being attacked for calling out the Establishment. Where my mind is at now isn’t anymore clear. Q, whether they were “real” or “fake” served a purpose. It woke people up. I suppose in the end the absolute vigor the media and Hollywood expended on discrediting Q and anyone who placed any stock in what they claimed should be a clear indication that at least some of what they said is true. After all, if Q posed no threat to the Deep State, would we have ever seen it covered so negatively in the news?

Much has changed since my last post. It must have been, what? Mid to late 2019 that I contributed anything to this endeavor? This is, I believe, right around the time I first heard rumblings about COVID. There’s no need to rehash it all here. We know what happened. March 2020 hit and all hell broke loose. And you either took it seriously and believed this would become a worldkiller virus….or…..like me, you sat back and went…..huh? Why were people freaking out so much over a virus nearly everyone survived? I. DON’T. GET. IT.

But, somehow, the media, our government, our religious institutions and most certainly the pharmaceutical industry were all on board the fear train. Personally, beginning in late April, I was furloughed from by job and didn’t return to work until late July. Four months. For four whole months I sat at home and bizarrely was able to collect unemployment that was many times more than what I was being paid at work. Most people were too overjoyed to care about looking any deeper. But, for me, I wondered….”How is anyone going to want to return to work when they’re being paid MORE to stay home?”

I mean, it wasn’t as if bodies were being stacked on street corners and burned in corpse pits. Although the media certainly made it seem like this is where it was all heading. I said I wouldn’t rehash all that, and I won’t. We all lived through it and continue to. Oddly, not two months after COVID dominated headlines, George Floyd supplanted it and the media went into a frenzy. Suddenly, everyone who was being forced to stay inside all day and watch TV began learning that Black Lives Matter. Really? Black lives never mattered until George Floyd died? Ok. Like so many others I watched in awe as whole city blocks burned. Businesses (which were already struggling due to COVID closures) were literally going up in flames as BLM activists and ANTIFA members (all conveniently clad in the masks their local ordinances demanded) looted, ransacked and rioted across the nation. Liberals cheered and liberal leaders clad in African garb kneeled to the mob on national TV. How people of color couldn’t see that this was pandering, I can’t know. Perhaps they did see it for what it was but the media never showed them expressing that sentiment.

Then, as news began to emerge that COVID may have been DELIBERATELY unleashed upon the world as a biological weapon a new chapter of the narrative was inked. STOP ASIAN HATE. Where did this come from? No one I knew was walking around yelling, “I HATE ASIANS!” But we know what this was. Donald Trump had dubbed COVID the China virus. Ergo, the media told everyone that if you ALSO call it the CHINA VIRUS, you are deliberately being hateful to Asians. Even if they do want to kill you.

It’s all a bit of a blur isn’t it? COVID. George Floyd. BLM. ANTIFA. Stop Asian Hate. Critical Race Theory. Transgender men DOMINATING female sports. Never before have I felt so off balance. As a white, straight male I had suddenly become ENEMY NUMBER ONE. Suddenly it was unacceptable to offend anyone for ANYTHING….unless you were white. Then it was ok. So ok, in fact, that statues of white men who DIED freeing the slaves were torn down. Because they’re white men. Nothing else mattered. White=BAD. Straight=BAD. Male=BAD.

Somehow in the midst of all this an election occurred that produced an outcome that is questionable in every way imaginable. Again, you have access to all the information I do. Did Joe Biden legitimately get 81 million votes? More than Obama, the first black president? More than Hillary, the first female candidate? More than Trump, perhaps one of the most popular incumbents of all time? The media says yes. The government says yes. Hollywood says yes. But the common man knows that something is rotten in America right now.

Chants of “Fuck Joe Biden” began to emerge on live TV. In one of these instances a reporter is interviewing a man named Brandon that had just won a car race. In the background the crowd screams “Fuck Joe Biden!” The reporter then takes it upon herself to TELL the viewer (who has ears and can hear) that what they’re REALLY hearing are chants of “Let’s Go Brandon!” There, on live TV, was the establishment at work. Whatever illusion may have existed before of an unbiased media vanished in a cloud of smoke. The truth really is clear. If you are NOT a liberal, YOU ARE THE ENEMY. PERIOD.

Look, I know I’m meandering. It’s hard not to. Like so many of us, I feel pulled in every direction possible. Every distraction has been employed. Every control scheme has been enacted. Every device of division is on full display. Even on the matter of Donald Trump I have flipped back and forth. At first I was SHOCKED that we won. I was angry. Then I began to separate the fiction the media had created about him weighed against what he had actually accomplished. I compare how the country was under his watch versus what it is now and I all I can say is…..there was never a defensive fence around the White House until Joe Biden moved in. Liberals will say it’s because of the January 6th “insurrection.” I saw people protesting peacefully (unlike the BLMers who burned everything and beat everyone in their path), but the media and Joe Biden say this was worse than 9/11 and Pearl Harbor both (during which nearly a total of 6,000 died).

On January 6th 2021 how many died? One. A unarmed white conservative woman named Ashley Babbit. Shot by a black capitol security officer whose name you have to hunt for and discover for yourself because the media won’t report on it. Why? Because it doesn’t fit their narrative, of course. Don’t you know if you have dark skin you can now do no wrong? Remember the black man who plowed through a Christmas parade killing indiscriminately? No, you don’t. Because the news reported it as an “SUV” not a man of color.

We have just passed the one year anniversary of the “Capitol Insurrection.” The message is clear: DO NOT GATHER TO PROTEST OUR ILLEGAL ACTIVITIES OR WE WILL PUT YOU IN A FUCKING HOLE. To many of us, the corruption can’t be more obvious. While to the rest of us it’s as if they’re sleepwalking through life like this is all perfectly normal. I have no one to talk to. All my co-workers are brainwashed liberals. My own children, whom I love dearly, I can now never have a fruitful political discussion with. Even the most sympathetic members of my family view me as an “anti-science anti-vaxxer.” I recently contracted COVID and have recovered. I now have natural antibodies that are more effective than ANY vaccine could ever be. Yet what do they want? For me to still get vaccinated. It’s insanity. It’s the OPPOSITE of science. They’re operating from a position of emotion, not logic.

To that end, I can’t figure out why Donald Trump continues to push the vaccines when it’s clear that his base doesn’t like it. It’s clear he’s going to run again in 2024. I voted for him in 2020 because I KNEW Joe Biden would be a shit show. And I was right. Skyrocketing inflation, empty shelves, Draconian COVID guidelines, unconstitutional vaccine mandates….to say nothing of the fact that he can barely form a cogent simile even with the help of teleprompters. Circling back to the liberal nature of my friends and family, I *cannot* admit that I voted for Trump. I won’t. I’ll lie. Just like I lie at work when they ask me if I’m vaccinated (even though they’re not supposed to be allowed to ask me that). I do this to preserve the peace. To preserve my relationships. Because never before have the people I love been so aligned and programmed to HATE people just like me.

It’s a shitty way to enter 2022.

However! I enter this year also on a note of optimism. We are literally witnessing the Biden “presidency” dissolve around him. He has the lowest approval rating of any president ever. Even though Nancy Pelosi called him “perfect.” I’m sure for her purposes he is. We all know Joe isn’t running the country. So if he isn’t, who is? George Soros? Barrack Obama? Hillary Clinton? All of them together in their own little Cabal? Will we ever know the truth? Doesn’t seem like, does it? The problem with celebrating the collapse of the Democratic Party is that Republicans are no better. The two party system is just another device of control. There is only the UniParty-two halves that pretend to be separate but who are really working towards the same goal: your absolute surrender to their authority.

I question everything? Was Q a psyop to placate the non-liberal base into inaction? I ask you, where is Q? The minute the election was stolen they disappeared saying “It had to be this way.” Really? No follow up on that? “Trust the plan!” Right? And where, exactly, has the Plan landed us? Trust Trump? He went from saying “The Best Is Yet To Come” to “Our Country Is Going To Hell.” The problem with Trump is the problem with ALL politicians. They’re lying SCUM. They tell you EXACTLY what you long to hear, but DO NOTHING. Keep in mind that the presidency was stolen ON HIS WATCH. He let it happen. So whatever you think of Trump now versus in 2016 or 2020-just look at where he landed us. Anyone thinking there’s still some super secret “plan” a YEAR after the White House was stolen is delusional. That isn’t to say this all won’t serve some ultimate purpose, but the question on my mind is: “Who is going to expose it all?”

Presumably, someone somewhere (if we are to ever be freed from this false matrix) has the means to bring the whole temple down. So what are they waiting for? And who pushes the button, so to speak? It won’t be a politician. It won’t be someone in Hollywood, or in the church, or in the media. Why? Because no one trusts them anymore. It won’t be the CIA, the FBI or the DOJ. It won’t be ANYONE in our own government or in any other government. The NSA, perhaps? Interpol? Who out there (what person or organization) has the power to expose the puppets in power and have it STICK? I’m not aware of any entity with that power. But for us to break free, it all has to be made public.

There have long been rumors that Someone Somewhere has taped confessions of all the people like Hillary, Obama and Soros admitting what they did. The problem is that these people are walking around free. But, no! Wait! I heard they’ve already been executed! Then why are they on TV? Deep fakes? Clones? The layers of coping, of fact versus fiction, of hopium versus fear mongering is monumentally staggering. Where is this all headed? How much longer will this all take, or is it really all lost? I have no fucking idea anymore. I can’t tell if I even care anymore.

Having been kicked of Twitter like so many other truth seekers, I migrated to Gab and realized I had exchanged one echo chamber for another. I went from everyone telling me I was a “conspiracy theorist” for questioning our response to COVID, for questioning the election outcome and speaking out against violent groups like BLM and Antifa to a site where everyone believes Trump is a god, that Q is a saint and that THE NEXT BIG THING is right around the corner. Every few weeks there’s a NEW DATE to look forward to. Then the date comes and goes and nothing happens. So many people on Gab swear that we have secretly “won.” Won, what? Presumably this silent war of information we’re in. But these same people concede that publicly it still looks like we’re “losing.” What is the point of secretly winning a war, I wonder?

Isn’t the point of knowing the winner of any contest or battle to clearly define the parameters of what is considered a victory? Then why are we being TOLD we “won” already but things just have to catch up publicly. This logic makes ZERO sense. In fact, it isn’t even logic. I don’t know the truth. But I know how I feel. And I feel like we got played by everyone from every angle imaginable. What’s also true is that people are beginning to see through it all. They’ve begun to question what they never questioned before. I suppose that’s a good thing.

I just wonder if it’s too little too late.


For a person like me who has a naturally conspiratorial mind, and is skeptical of being told what to believe and what to think it is sometimes hard to be objective. Everything is suspect. Everything could be an attempt at control. Trust nothing. Not even yourself in some cases! For an entire year I’ve personally struggled with being laid off from work choosing to live with family back home rather than start from scratch in a city that had nothing left to offer me.

So I’ve had perhaps more free time than at any other point in my life to delve into my hobbies and interests which include UFO phenomena, NWO conspiracies, the supernatural and occult and (strangely) even the geopolitical landscape. It’s been both a blessing and a curse.

No, not that NWO!


It gave me the opportunity to research things more deeply than usual because I have an embarrassment of riches when it comes to the commodity of time. Somehow in my quest to understand what we often find difficult to explain I got pulled down the path of researching the New World Order/Illuminati/Deep State/Elite celebrity paradigm at the heart of the belief that Earth is controlled by a consortium of secret societies.

For the sake of simplicity I’ve always called them the Cabal. Or just “Them.” What it is the Cabal, though? Is it real? Could our world really, truly be in the grip of a conglomerate of religious gaslighters, esoteric occultists, corporations, bankers, celebrity influencers (actors, musicians et al) as well as a gaggle of politicians and mainstream media outlets who serve as mouthpieces and right hand men and women of some dark, worldwide conspiracy?

In the course of this newfound freedom to pursue my passions I entered the crescendo of my own personal Great Awakening and it was also during this time that Qanon caught my attention. I had been peripherally aware of Q for some time before I really started reading the drops and seeing how it all fit in with what I had already come to believe. And that’s the important thing: No one told me to believe anything.

I wasn’t tricked, brainwashed or misled somehow by a group of people or other individuals. I came to my conclusions independently that we live in a very tightly regulated society while being given just enough “freedom” to be blissfully, ignorantly unaware of that we’re slaves to a multitude of control mechanisms. And in the course of delving into the Q phenomenon much of what was presented aligned and supported what I’d previously privately deduced. But it was even worse than I had believed.

Could it really be true that the world’s most powerful Elites are Satanists? Do they really sacrifice people to Moloch, worship Baphomet, bathe in blood, rape and murder children, harvest and consume adrenochrome and manage to keep it all a secret from the public? There’s no way to know for sure; they are masters of obfuscation. But Q assures us that this is a reality. They’re Devil worshippers. Pedophiles. Sick. Evil. “What is a spell?” we’re asked.

Is this really what we’re up against?


Alright, you caught me. The above photo is the Satanic-themed black metal band Behemoth. No, I am not encouraging you to listen to them! Listen to Ghost instead. They’re way better. And more Satany.

Whoops, I didn’t offend anyone did I? Because I don’t really care. I’m a free-thinker. I can enjoy good music when I hear it without believing I’ll burn in Hell because Jesus is sad at me. These entertainers are a far cry from the real threat. The very real Elites that control what we watch, what we eat, what we hear and to a large extent what we believe is the true enemy. I would love to fancy myself as someone who is above all that. Because I’m “awake” and all.

But if that were true I wouldn’t still be aware of feeling as trapped by their systems of control as I do. Yes, I am awake. But it’s the equivalent of having just awoken from a deep sleep as my cognition and motor skills are trying to shake off the last vestiges of the chemicals my brain produces to keep me from thrashing about while I dream. It has indeed been a great (if also somewhat rude) awakening.

In the midst of all this I find myself often asking, “When?” When will the wealthy and celebrity Elite be exposed as members of the pedo-Satanist cabal that has infected our mass consciousness with negativity for God knows how long? When will the hammer drop on the Deep State to reveal the bad actors and traitors in our government? When will there be mass arrests? When will there be military tribunals? When are we going to see justice served?

This is what I imagine Justice being served should look like.

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I want validation. I want vindication. I want something to point to so I can say, “See!? I wasn’t crazy! I’m not insane! You’ll see!!! You’ll aaaaaaaalllllll seeeeee, mwuhahahaaaaa….” Ok, maybe that wouldn’t help my case, but it led me to further wonder when we will get Disclosure. When will our world governments finally admit that we aren’t alone in the universe? When will suppressed technologies be released? When will Ascension happen? When this? When that? When, when, when?

For so long many of us, myself included, have looked outside of ourselves for answers. I condemn the cult of psychopaths I’m convinced have us pinned down under the yoke of oppression but I’m beginning to recognize that some of the groups I associate with don’t exactly encourage independent thought. I’ve recently found myself on social media more and more frequently. But I’m beginning to realize that it’s just another form of “group-think.”

Is it healthy to have your beliefs and impressions continuously validated in an environment that by design is a literal echo chamber for your opinions? Is it a good thing to only be exposed to those who are incapable of challenging your thinking? I say no. If we only ever associate with those who think like we do it causes us to stagnate. Our spiritual, intellectual and emotional growth is stunted. Because in order for those things to flourish they must be nurtured by challenge. They need to be exercised which cannot happen if they have atrophied from disuse.

Social media is, literally, the definition of an echo chamber.


Twitter, for instance, aims to connect you with like-minded people. In my case I often get follows from Trump supporters, conservatives and hardcore Christians. Wait, what? How did that happen? Yes, I do for the most part support Trump now-but that is only a recent development. The man still has flaws (and I still have many questions, like why he was also on Jeffrey Epstein’s plane and has been quoted in the past as saying he’s a great guy, but I digress…). And though I would say I’m pro-God, I’m anti-religion. And, dare I say, anti-Christian.

Sorry, but I don’t buy into a doctrine that tells me I’ll burn in agony forever and ever if I don’t believe what someone else believes. No human being has the right to impose their beliefs on another, no matter how fervently they believe it themselves. Hard pass on that. When you begin defining God using a book written by people, you’ve lost the plot. “But they were divinely inspired, so it’s still the Word of God!” some say. According to the people who wrote the book, yes. Why would they claim otherwise? Sorry, I got sidetracked again.

No free thought allowed!


So Twitter has lumped me in with the Trump crowd, which I’m ok with. And Bible thumping conservatives. Ok, sure. The Bible’s basic message is: Don’t be an asshole. Love each other. I can dig that. But, because of my interest in Q, I also see post after post after post of people condemning others for being “Satanists.” Of claiming themselves to be “Patriots” and “Anons.” Look, I am a patriot. I would even consider myself an anon because I believe Q is a force for good. But at some point I have to diverge from the crowd and seek my own path. How can I despise the control systems of a worldwide Cabal, yet fall victim to getting sucked into what amounts to just another cult?

The difference is the Cult of Q is one of “patriots” of “anons.” Of Jesus-loving, Bible-slinging, Trump-supporting, red-blooded Americans who fight for God, guns and Country. And that’s great. But it’s not something that exactly lends itself to critical thinking, is it? These are the same people who think aliens are demons, that if you don’t agree with what they say you must be one of Them. A baby eater. A pedophile. A blood-drinker. A bitch of Moloch, an MK Ultra brainwashed servant of Satan, a Baphomet-worshipping child murderer. I’m certain followers of Q (of which I consider myself one) would likely be upset at hearing themselves referred to as a cult. Yes, that description doesn’t carry a very positive connotation but it’s not entirely inaccurate.

While I have no doubt that evil people like that exist (and in the highest political and religious offices in the land) the opposite end of the spectrum is in many ways just as toxic. Is it any healthier to believe that everyone who disagrees with you must be a secret Satanist than it is to be one? I think what Q is doing is a revelation. Light needs to be shed on the dark corners these cockroaches take refuge in. But Q is not a prophet. Q is not a time-traveler or Baron Trump from the future. Q is just a person or group of people trying to expose the Deep State, the Cabal and the Elite. In the Christian parlance, Q is not Jesus.

Becoming more active on social media has proven to be a fascinating exercise. I decided to experiment and find out how utterly predictable it all is. Day after day users will ask you to retweet and follow everyone in a certain thread. This is done to help people grow their accounts and increase their impressions. It’s not important to me, but for many it’s all that matters. So I spent a week re-tweeting “Trump Trains” and following “Patriots” and anyone who had a cross, a flag or a halo icon in their title. My followers grew from 400 to over 1,000. These people don’t care about the subject matter I discuss. Hell, even in my profile I included this:


This is anathema to what most religious types believe. What I noticed is that every time I re-tweeted something that didn’t align with the beliefs of the church-going types (UFOs, ETs, etc.) they started dropping like flies. I decided to do another experiment. I chose to use (*gasp*) profanity in one of my tweets. I did this to see how many of the easily offended, religiously inclined folks would unfollow me. I predicted about ten. It was closer to twenty. Don’t get me wrong, I care literally nothing for how many followers I have. But I did find it amusing.

If I can seed just one person’s consciousness with the idea that it’s healthy to question the status quo and think independently then I think I will have done what I was put here to do. And that is to help awaken others. When I say awaken, I mean that in the sense of waking people up to the fact that we aren’t alone in the universe. That we have been lied to and manipulate all our lives by sociopaths who care nothing for us and who only care about power, wealth and control. That we are beings of spirit and consciousness and that our current bodies are simply vessels via which we navigate physical reality. I believe our true destiny lies outside the confines of our bodies, outside time and space. But none of this is subject matter I haven’t already covered in previous posts.

I am guilty of looking to Q, to Trump and even to help from outside this world among the stars for guidance and assistance in breaking free from the control schemes that seek to define us. Some people look to Jesus, to the Bible. And that’s fine. It’s not as if the messages they espouse are bad. It’s good to have guidelines. But, again, it doesn’t encourage independent thought. It tells you, “You must believe THIS. If you don’t, you’re BAD.” I often pray, but these days I’m not sure exactly who or what I’m praying to. Is it God? Is it Pleiadians? Is it my Higher Self, which is simply an extension of divinity which originates from Source?

What he said.

Lately, I’m leaning more towards that last one. It doesn’t mean I don’t believe in God. Far from it. But I am coming to believe more and more that, if we are truly One, it means we are also God. SACRILEGE! Right? But what else are we if we originate from the One? If timeless, boundless consciousness chose to experience duality in order to know itself more completely what are We except manifestations of Source? Even the Bible said God made us in His image.

So rather than constantly relying on a cult-like online echo chamber such as Twitter to validate our views, or looking to some anonymous Internet entity like Q for answers, maybe looking inward for validation is the true key. And look, I’ll be the first to admit that I check Q drops every day. It’s like getting a sweet fix letting me believe that something (anything) is happening behind the scenes that will lead to the puppet masters getting their just desserts. We all clamor on a daily basis for some external savior to sweep down and fix our lives much in the same way that we blame an external tormentor for our woes:

Satan, you bastard!

Rather than placing time frames on when something could or should occur, maybe it’s wiser to focus on existing in the moment and learning from your current experience regardless of whether it’s good or bad?

This is a journey after all, isn’t it? We’re here to learn and to grow. And then move on. To what? Who really knows? A non-physical state of being? Another physical, yet transient, plane of existence? Maybe. But does it all just suddenly…end? I think we all intuitively know that isn’t the case, though we may rant and rail against God, Heaven, Hell, the Devil and anyone and anything in between for putting us on this cursed rock. If space and time are illusions then is it helpful to constantly be asking ourselves “When?” about anything?

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I’ve had to ask myself recently if checking Twitter every five minutes and seeing nothing but a string of constant vitriol being spewed from either side is worth keeping myself informed on what’s going on. On the Left are the Trump-haters and a bunch of idiots representing them as they push their agenda to allow illegals to vote, to terminate babies after they’re born and accusing everyone else of being homophobes, racists and sexists. Then from the Right you have conservatives accusing everyone who doesn’t agree with them of being brainwashed by the media or being a pedophile or a Satanist. Or both. They claim they support equality but relentlessly bash Islam simply because, at worst, they think every Muslim is a terrorist or, at best, it’s quite simply not Christianity.

At least Islam recognizes Jesus as a great teacher. Christians call Muhammad a false prophet and (you guessed it) a pedophile. Many of them say Islam is just another form of Satanism because of some of the early art and imagery that rose up around it. It’s complete lunacy. The amount of personal entitlement on social media is as demoralizing as anything I’ve experienced in school or at work. Worse, even. Because the anonymity of the Internet empowers people to be total douchebags who say whatever they want as they hide behind multiple alternate accounts and the almighty “respond/block” nuclear option.

I hope it stops. It’s another thing I keep asking “When” about? When will the Left learn to see Democrats for the charlatans they are and give Trump a chance? And when will the Right get off their god damn high horses pretending that the righteous fury of Jesus Christ himself fuels their opinions and gives them license to pass judgment on others who are most likely just disillusioned and uninformed? There is no middle ground for either of these groups. And if there was it would be strewn about with the corpses of those who tried to make peace between the Alt-Right and the Radical Left and ended up getting churned to chum and left for the sharks to dispose of. And guess what the prize is for the ones who win?


Meanwhile, as always, we’re at each other’s throats which is exactly what “They” want. I’m sure better, more patient people than myself will be able to soldier on and “fight the good fight” (whatever that means to them). But following the news everyday and witnessing the sheer hatred between those who despise Trump and those who love him is just exhausting. It’s become so nerve-wracking, stressful and unfulfilling that only a crazy person would allow themselves to get swept up in the opera of it all.

As for me, I’m calling it quits with the political aspect of all this. I’ll let those whose passion it is to dissect every Q drop and comb every news article for Deep State propaganda to do what they do best. My passion was never the political aspect of The Great Awakening. It’s the spiritual aspect. The consciousness aspect. When will we find out what UFOs are? When will we know for sure whether there really are secret space programs? Was Elvis an alien? Those kinds of things.

The kicker is that the same entitled, righteous far Right zealots who may read this would probably condemn me as “fake MAGA” or a “fake Twitter journalist,” terms that I’m sad to say have been popularized on the Qanon forums. Newsflash: not everyone who decides to take a break from the madness or bail completely loses the right to call themselves a patriot. And, of course, anyone on the Left would think I was a lunatic anyway just for following Q or supporting Trump. There’s simply no pleasing anyone. So my advice would be to please yourself. No! Not like that! I mean, do what makes you happy. If all the political drama, investigations, Left-Right bickering and Internet conspiracy theories are too much….turn it off! You have the power! I know I certainly do.

If it makes you happy……

Just do it?


With that said, I doubt I’ll post very frequently anymore. I’ve done what I set out to do which is to try to get all of my thoughts and opinions out of my head and onto the page. Few people have read any of my posts and that’s ok. I did it for me and, yes, partly for anyone who stumbled across these posts and could relate to the questions I had about the world, whether it be politics, the supernatural, religion, the nature of reality or UFOs and aliens. From now on I’ll most likely simply keep my thoughts where they all began. Inside my head. I may chime in occasionally every few months when more thoughts manifest which need to be transmuted into a blog post. Who knows? Perhaps somewhere down the road a person who is personally acquainted with me will come across these musings and say, “Wow. I never knew the things he thought about were so….WEIRD.”




Mass Consciousness.

I believe it’s safe to say we’ve all heard the term “mass consciousness” before. In most cases, however, it’s more of a metaphor for how the public perceives information. But if, like me, you’re willing to dig deeper than that somewhat superficial explanation then the idea becomes much more intriguing.  In 1998 a physicist named Roger D. Nelson founded the Global Consciousness Project (GCP).

A quote from “Wayback Machine,” an official GCP web archive:

“The mind’s extended reach remains to be fully defined in scientific terms, but research on human consciousness suggests that we may have direct communication links with each other, and that our intentions can have effects in the world despite physical barriers and separations. We are compelled by good evidence to accept correlations that we cannot yet explain. It appears that consciousness may sometimes produce something that resembles, at least metaphorically, a nonlocal field of meaningful information.”


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Above: A graphic shows that an unexplained spike occured in a network of physical random event generators right around the time the world learned of 9/11. Did we all do this togther without realizing it? What would happen if we decided we could do it at will?

Its goal was to, ostensibly, prove the existence of a human hive-mind. Or, if you run in Esoteric Community circles as I do, a social memory complex. The idea was to try to prove that knowledge was communal. Why, for instance, was it possible for someone who lived on the outskirts of society with no access to study materials or instruction to have any proficiency with advanced mathematics? Although unrelated to the GCP this was exactly the case with Srinivasa Ramanuja, an Indian autodidact who was able to extrapolate some of the most advanced theories mathematicians had ever seen from a simple book he read about basic math. He never had any formal instruction before eventually attending University of Madras in the early 1900s. Ramanujan was once quoted as saying, “Sir, an equation has no meaning for me unless it expresses a thought of God.”


So how is it possible that this man was able to grasp mathematics on a scale that even the most learned math scholars had failed to? One could simply argue that he was just very intelligent. A genius. Like the character Will Hunting in the movie of his namesake says:

“I mean, I look at a piano, I see a bunch of keys, three pedals, and a box of wood. But Beethoven, Mozart, they saw it, they could just play. I couldn’t paint you a picture, I probably can’t hit the ball out of Fenway, and I can’t play the piano….Well, I mean when it came to stuff like that… I could always just play.”

He is of course referring to academics like chemistry, history and, yes, math. Without a doubt some people are simply born smart. They are without question very gifted human beings. But gifted how, exactly? Is it such a stretch to believe that some of us are capable of subconsciously (or unconsciously) tapping into the whole of human knowledge? Millions of people believe in abilities such as mediumship, remote viewing and automatic writing. If such spiritual gifts as these exist could it also be possible that one of them includes being able to draw information out of the ether?

It may sound like witchcraft or wizardry but then again many practices that are commonplace today would’ve seemed like that to someone from 200 years ago. We can now print 3D organs, transplant one person’s face to another, reattach severed limbs, clone living organisms, stretch bones and bring the dead back to life after they’ve clinically flat-lined. A couple of centuries ago such feats would’ve been considered diablerie. Heresy. Necromancy. For those who may prescribe to Christian traditions those are all no-nos. Though even the Bible acknowledges that spiritual gifts are real, should you be willing to view the flip side of that coin.

Now, as to whether the GCP was able to prove the existence of the mass consciousness or not remains up for debate. Some say it was debunked while others claim it was verified. I leave it up to you, the reader, to do your own independent research and decide which conclusion resonates the most with you.  The GCP isn’t a unicorn in a field of horses though. Several studies have been performed in an attempt to measure what effect, if any, mass meditation has on our global human consciousness. The website Stillness in the Storm publishes the “Global Mind Energy Report: Impact of Mass Meditations” several times a month using data gleaned from the Kp-index.

The Kp-index is the global geomagnetic activity index that is based on 3-hour measurements from ground-based magnetometers around the world. The Global Mind Energy Report uses this data in conjunction with more esoteric methods such as astrology to create daily “forecasts” predicting how these energies may affect us and which activities may be helpful in either taking advantage of those energies or dampening them should they wax into extreme or harmful territories.

Courtesy of https://stillnessinthestorm.com/2019/03/global-mind-energy-report-impact-of-mass-meditations-high-march-16th-2019/


Obviously, it’s up to the individual reading this to decide whether this information is useful or whether its hogwash. Regardless of what your answer may be, it often provides great advice on how to work on your inner self, your outer self and the positive effects of meditation. The more occult aspects of meditation notwithstanding, it is a practice that has been proven to decrease stress, increase energy, improve health and has no bearing on what religion you practice. It’s simply a healthy spiritual exercise that offers a great many benefits.

And this is where we will begin to veer into the more esoteric aspects of the mass consciousness. If it’s true that individual human beings can affect each other via some sort of non-local shared network of information, emotion and memory….is it possible that (like a computer system) a malevolent outside force could “hack into” that network and embed insidious programming into it so that it affects our consciousness in a negative manner? Following that logic (since such a “network” would exist not physically but spiritually in perhaps a higher density or dimension) what kind of entity would be capable of interfering with or disrupting that network in such a way?

Malevolent ETs capable of shifting from 3D to 4D (or higher)? Demons? Djinn? Trickster gods? Draco Reptilians? Or are these all simply different names for the same type of baleful, otherworldly intelligence? Christians would certainly call them Demons. And while it baffles me that many followers of Christ feel that they must equate all extraterrestrial beings with servants of Satan, I do think it’s possible that some these negative entities (which may or may not also be extraterrestrials) are interdimensional in nature as well. It’s not hard to understand why people who view reality through the lens of Christianity could reach that conclusion.

Some people less inclined to view the situation through that lens have referred to these beings as Djinn, such as author Rosemary Guiley who wrote “The Vengeful Djinn: Unveiling the Hidden Agendas of Genies.” She posits that these beings have been plaguing mankind since we first sparked into being. And, interestingly, she believes that in some cases they may be working with or for certain negative ET groups.

A fascinating interview below with Mrs. Guiley with Sean Stone from YouTube channel Buzzsaw:


Demons, djinn, shadow people. Archons. In more recent centuries they’ve been referred to as fairies, imps, shapeshifters and elementals. So I’ll pose the question again: Are these all names for the same thing? Insiders have long claimed that the Draco Reptilians have the ability to shapeshift, to move between visible and invisible light (dimensions?) and affect people’s minds. As I’ve discussed in previous blog posts it has been speculated that the Annunaki were in fact the Draco who had disguised themselves to appear more human-like in order to infiltrate society in the distant past. Personally, if such beings exist, I am of the opinion that they do not shapeshift physically. Why would they need to if all that’s required is flicking a switch in our brains that controls exactly how they want us to see them? If such devious entities truly exist, would they not be the exact kind of negative being that would try to influence our global consciousness?

Now that it has been established that these beings could (in theory) actually exist, does it make sense that they would be prancing around right in front of us day in and day out? To some extent, that may be true. But why risk exposure when they could simply get greedy, power-hungry sociopathic humans to do their bidding for them? What is it Baudelaire said? “The Devil’s cleverest wile is to make men believe that he does not exist.” Let’s recap: Evil exists, we know that. Evil people exist, yes. What about spiritual evil (demons, djinn, Archons, et al.)? For the sake of this post, let’s say yes.

With that, let us take it one step further and assume they want to control us. To divide and weaken us. To isolate us. To make us fearful, depressed, sick, anxious, worried and trod upon. But (while still having their hands on the marionettes’ control bar) their agenda is carried out largely by human hands and human minds. We’ve been down this road before. We know what this group is called. And, like the entities they worship through ritual sacrifice and tribute, they go by many names. The Cabal. The Elite. The Deep State. The Illuminati. They are Legion. Would their masters throughout the ages not have passed on their knowledge of how to maintain control over the populace? Control the wealth>Control the information>Control the world. They are the serpent in the garden. And if you have been paying attention, you’ll see that the very control schemes outlined above are in play at this very moment.

In no small part due to the Qanon movement the world is waking up to the fact that there’s no longer any doubt that we are being controlled. Told what to watch, what to eat, what to think, what to say. But how? How do you control someone without them knowing it? They can’t ever find out or that control will be broken. So you must hammer them day in and day out with hateful propaganda. Hate each other! Hate yourself! Hate your Country! Hate your President! Hate your leaders! That’s what we’ve been trained to do. Likewise we are told who to trust. Trust the Church! Trust the Media! Trust the entertainment industry! Trust the Government! Trust the Banks!

The problem now is that their control schemes are failing. They have had their hands in the cookie jar of our collective consciousness for so long that they don’t know how to react now the lid keeps get slammed on their fingers. They still have access though. For now, at least. But it’s getting better. More and more of us are waking up every day. It’s a tough reality to accept. That some all-powerful Cabal of people, banks, corporations and entertainment industries are aligned with some super-intelligent demonic Overmind for the sole intent of farming us for their perverse pleasures. If they continue trying so desperately to induce fear in the populace can it be concluded that it’s not only for the purpose of control, but a matter of sustenance? If those pulling the strings (on the spiritual side) feed off our fear while their earthly puppets sustain themselves off our flesh, blood, labor and wealth what ends do you think they’ll go to in order to maintain control of us?

They must control the news cycle, the money, the religions, the energy corporations. Everything. When something isn’t going their way, what happens? What happens almost every time something that could expose them is on the brink of being brought to light? Mass shootings. A race scandal. A sex scandal. Anything to distract us from paying attention for too long to something they don’t want us scrutinzing. Even in recents days, with all the political scandals surrounding the Clinton Foundation, the Strzok/Page testimonies, the looming Mueller Report, the National Emergency declared at our southern border, the unsealing of a historical number of indictments…what happened?

A mass shooting in New Zealand. I am not going to link any articles. That person doesn’t get to use me to spread evil. But I will note that none other than John Podesta (former Clinton campaign manager and suspected pedophile) was in NZ only days before the occurence talking about gun violence associated with, you guessed it, Comet Ping Pong in Washington, DC.  The pizza parlour (run by another suspected pedophile, James Alefantis) was “shot up” by a gun toting Deep State hired actor that destroyed only one thing. A hard drive. No people were hurt, but the hard drive was destroyed. One can only wonder what was on the hard drive that such an elaborate display had to be enacted.

Meanwhile the threat of FISA declassification hovers over the Cabal’s head like the Sword of Damocles. They have no idea when Trump will let the blade fall.


The point is that when They begin to lose control of the narrative they start lashing out like an animal backed into a corner. Only days after the horrific incident in NZ, information came to light saying the shooter (who’s name I will never mention here) had been “radicalized” on the forums of 8chan. And, wouldn’t you know it, 8chan is the channel Q has been using to provide drops for the world to read. The natural progression of this emerging series of events seems to point to an effort to scrub Q from the Internet. New Zealand has already shut down 8chan in its country.

How long before someone on the Left, some liberal or Democrat, calls for solidarity and demands the same in the United States? They won’t acknowledge Q publically and they still haven’t. But that won’t stop them from trying to quash the QAnon movement from behind the scenes. If I wasn’t clear, the shooting in NZ was a false flag attack which was staged to serve several purposes. It distracted the public away from damaging information that could harm the Democrats (one of the Cabal’s many tendrils) and it manufactured a reason for them to go after 8chan and Q. Rumor has it that the Mueller Report was due to be released Friday March 15th. And early word was that it not only reinforced what has already been said in the media about the Trump-Russia collusion (that there wasn’t any) but also pointed to the fact that the only real collusion was actually on the part of Hillary Clinton. Needless to say, the report has not been released yet. Their false flag was, at least in the short term, a success. Q even warned us about this:


They knew a false flag attack was coming. The Cabal needed something big enough to control the news cycle for days. And while Q initially said this attack wasn’t what we needed to look out for (think bigger) it certainly seems to be dominating the headlines. But if Q is right and we can expect something even worse, I shudder to think what that might be. Why was the distraction needed? It seems clear.

Facebook is in the doghouse for illegal data dealings after Q outed them as a CIA-owned DARPA brainchild.


Sen. Lindsay Graham called for an investigation into Hillary Clinton’s dealings:

The Mueller Report was a flop before it even got unveiled:

And Attorney General William Barr gave the President’s national emergency at the border the greenlight after Trump vetoed a bill that would’ve blocked it:

The Deep State is pissed right now. So they opted to force you to focus on blood and tragedy instead of hope and stability. It was a blatant attempt to keep our mass consciousness, our shared emotional memory complex, in a dark and hellish state. That can only mean that Their true fear (and we know who “They” are) is OUR power. Our ability to manifest reality. Instead, they have taken away and usurped that amazing gift. They are, in effect, forcing us to use our common co-creative abilities against ourselves.

Can you imagine our world if we were exposed to positivity on the same scale as the negativity we have to endure on a daily basis? How might that affect our mood on a worldwide scale? The Great Awakening that Anons often refer to in Q parlance is, I believe, not just a call to awaken to the reality of the evil maligned against us, but also to awaken to our Oneness; the fact that were are all in this together. Why else do you think the popular phrase “Where We Go One We Go All” is featured so heavily in so many QAnon memes? It’s a message of unity. A message of hope and togetherness. And (dare I say it?) a message of Ascension?

I’ve said it before, but I truly believe the ultimate and final goal of QAnon is to prepare us for Disclosure. See?

“Aragorn: What say you?!”


As long as They have the hate dialed to eleven there’s no way that we can ever be accepted into a galactic community, let alone have meaningful interactions with any ET races without first being deprogrammed and freed from those control schemes. We can’t even sort out our own problems. Granted, we are being manipulated so it’s hard to envision what kind of species we would be without interference from outside forces. And who can truthfully say (if at all) how long we’ve been subjected to such measures?

The good news is that once you unravel a roll of toilet paper it’s hard to wind it back up again and try to continue on hoping no one noticed. The Great Awakening has begun. Q has been seeded within the mass consciousness and there’s no going back. You can’t put the peanut butter back in the jar at this point (at least, not without making a HUGE mess). Things are getting better, although it may not appear that way. True freedom never comes cheap. A cost has to be paid first, and it may very well be that They have something planned that we aren’t able to anticipate. And maybe that’s what They want, for us who are awake to live in fear that they have some kind of secret weapon.

Well, luckily for us, we are our own secret weapon. The one thing they can’t fight is unity. If enough people wake up it will no longer be possible to control us. What if we had unity in the White House-two parties who are still there to balance each other out but are also capable of accomplishing great things together for the common good of Americans? What if people of different skin colors weren’t conditioned to hate each other? What if your faith didn’t matter as long as it wasn’t harmful to yourself or others? That’s a lot of “what ifs.”

What happens when our global intent is laser focused on embracing our shared consciousness? What happens when we realize we’re more than fat, slothful cattle capable of willing what we want into existence? What happens when our Oneness is made manifest? It may still be a long time in coming but as soon as we are able to overcome the forces trying to keep us divided I think we’re going to truly understand exactly what The Great Awakening really is. 

The Power Of Change.

Right now there is a hashtag trending all across the Internet and social media. The Great Awakening. It’s a movement that can mean different things to different people. For some it’s a spiritual awakening as people wake up to the fact that human beings are more than just dumb meat sacks that eat, sleep, work and produce waste. For others it’s a societal awakening as they discover that the governing bodies they used to trust are no longer worthy of placing faith in; the Church, the Government, the Entertainment Industry, the Media. And for many it is an awakening that their political party is not who they pretended they are. For a portion of us, it’s all of the above (as it has been in my case).

The great thing about free will is that we can (and do) change our minds all the time. There’s nothing wrong with that. It simply means we have received new information that affects our views or opinions on something. This will probably be my most personal post yet, as I intend to walk you through how I changed from the person I was a year ago to the person I am today. My entire life I think it’s fair to say that I considered myself a liberal and, therefore, would be most likely to vote Democrat. For better or worse though, I have never voted. Not once. Whatever my political standing, I used to believe my voted wouldn’t matter. On that point at least, I am still undecided in light of everything coming out about voter registration tampering. But I digress.

I have many views that can still be considered liberal. I don’t mind, for instance, if two gay men or women get married. Many conservatives are also Bible thumping Christians so they fold their religious beliefs into their political message, separation of church and state be damned! Condemning gays is purely a religious motivation and has no place in politics. And while I have nothing against the Trans community, I am often confused as to what pronoun I’m expected to use. So please forgive me if I refer to you as sir if you look like a man to me or vice versa. It’s nothing personal. Just please don’t yell at me if I “misgender” you, as was the case in this clip:

“Suck my dick!”

If I “misgender” you it’s because your appearance is at odds with your internal feelings, to which I am not privy. Please don’t lose your composure and tell me to “suck your dick” as in the clip above or damage property as in the clip below:

“I am a ma’am!”

Trans people have every right to try and find peace in life but they should keep in mind that the landscape of the LGBTQIAPK (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, Queer, Intersexual, Asexual, Pansexual and Polygamous, and Kinkiness) is changing all the time. I thought I was up to speed when it changed to LGBTQ. I was wrong. have patience for those of us who are acclimating to the expectation of accepting that a person with a penis should be called a woman. It’s empirically untrue, yet I feel if I don’t “learn my pronouns” I’ll be labeled a something-phobe or a bigot. And honestly, I probably won’t spend any time doing so, therefore at some point I am quite likely to offend someone. For instance, when someone says girls who identify as boys should be allowed into the Boy Scouts, I must take issue:

The gentleman in the video above is Ben Shapiro who produced another video via Prager University that did a great job of verbalizing my thoughts on the current “snowflake” mentality of modern America:

“Facts Don’t Care About Your Feelings”

It’s so easy to offend others these days. If I express my true thoughts and feelings and they end up being at odds with someone else’s opinions I become immediately offensive to them. Am I, for instance, supposed to be ok that we now have what are called “Drag Kids” being praised by the mainstream media?

“Desmond is Amazing”

Am I expected to sit back and be okay that a young boy is being sexualized as a girl? And is encouraged to do so? What about the fact that one of the men in the video is famous Club Kid and convicted murderer, Micheal Alig?  Does this young child look entirely in control of his faculties in that segment? And why is there a painting in the background with the word “Rohypnol,” the date rape drug, on it? Where is this kid’s mother? Why is their an effort to normalize this type of thing and associate gender/sex with children who are minors? I shudder to think of what this kid has gone through that has landed him in this position. And who applauds this “brave” behavior? Democrats. Progressives.

ABC hails Desmond as a “trailblazer.” This is NOT normal.

I also used to be an advocate of abortion and a woman’s right to choose. Until I saw a video of an abortion being performed. In my mind it was a procedure where a doctor inserted something into a woman’s uterus and scooped out a small lump of unformed flesh without a consciousness. Instead I learned that, at least for mid or late-term abortions, the fetus us fully delivered and an incision is made across the back of its neck to sever its spinal column or, alternately, a metal rod is inserted through the soft unformed skull into its brain. Call it what you want, but that’s murder. Instead, why not overhaul our adoption process and offer benefits for expecting mothers who choose to carry to term and give the baby to a family who can’t have children of their own? How and why did my views change so drastically? It all started with the election of Donald Trump as President.

I remember watching the voting results in real-time on Election Day. As it became more and more clear that Hillary Clinton’s shot at being the first female POTUS was slipping away, I was filled with dread and disappointment. Was this reality show snake oil salesman really going to be our next president for at least the next four years? I remember certain family members and friends nearly being in tears. I texted acquaintances late into the night expressing our mutual shock and uncertainty. I was depressed for weeks. But eventually I became numb to it and life went on. Occasionally I’d see a news story featuring millennials holding signs that said “Not MY President!” I watched his inauguration speech and thought, “Meh. That wasn’t too bad. Whatever.”

Most of my co-workers voted for Trump. They were an eclectic mix. White, black, Hispanic, young and old alike; they all had proudly cast their vote for him. I simply played along. I dared not express my disappointment for fear of an argument arising. But also, because if they had asked why I’d have voted for Hillary, I had no good answers. I suppose if I were to truly break it down it was this: Democrats claimed to champion the rights of gays, minorities, the working class, women’s rights, religious freedom and open borders. I still agree with most of these talking points.

The problem, I learned, was that as much as they claimed to support these groups they’d done little in the way of following through on their promises once the votes had been cast. They seemed to speak passionately about bettering the lives of these down trodden folk, but what had they actually done? When I saw others express more conservative views they were attacked as racists, homophobes, white supremacists, KKK members, misogynists, and religious zealots. Well, I don’t like being called any of those things! Who would, right?

So, yes, I bit my tongue and kind of sleep walked through the next year or so. At the one year mark of Trump’s presidency I thought, “Well, WWIII hasn’t happened yet. Trump didn’t blow up North Korea like the Democrats were fearing. The economy didn’t crash. Unemployment is down. Hmmmm…” Yet there were still things I wasn’t happy about. He pulled us out of the Paris Climate Agreement. He revoked the Iran denuclearization deal. He got laughed at during his U.N. speech when he said he’d accomplished more than almost any other sitting U.S. president. He wanted to build a Wall on the southern border! Huh? Didn’t Germany tear down the wall they had? What century is this? I saw kids in cages, casualties of the humanitarian immigration crisis. Everywhere I looked I saw a headline and shook my head in disgust as the world learned that Trump may have colluded with Russia. Several of his former associates were indicted, including one of his former lawyers. A porn star claimed she had an affair with him. That tracks, I thought. He did, after all, claim he could grab women by their pussies because he could “do anything he wanted.”

He insulted John McCain’s service, he argued with the family of a fallen hero and mocked a disabled reporter. Trump is not a nice guy, I thought. His ego is easily bruised. He’s combative and controversial. He speaks in an annoyingly repetitive and reductionist manner. Every time I thought about him, I felt embarrassed that he was the face of the United States to the rest of the world. Everywhere I turned my views were reinforced by news articles and television reports. To which Trump responded, “Fake News!” This became his mantra. How convenient, I thought. Every time something negative was said about him, true or not, he shrugged it off as Fake News. But what if it’s true? Doesn’t matter. Fake News! It was infuriating.

I was working 40-50 hours a week at my job. I didn’t have time to fact check every single bit of news or vet information of any kind. I went off of what the mainstream media served up. That was my reality. If they said it, it must be true. Where there’s smoke there’s fire. I was so caught up in the everyday fight for survival, the endless cycle of eat/sleep/work/produce waste that I took the news at face value. All the media outlets save Fox seemed maligned against Trump. They hated him. It was relentless. Story after story of how the White House was in chaos, every other day it felt like he had fired someone and appointed someone new. Stories of “pee tapes” wherein supposedly Trump let hookers piss on him. It didn’t matter if the “pee tapes” existed or not; the fact that it could exist was now in the mass public consciousness. The collusion allegations persisted.

People in his own cabinet were anonymously going public claiming he was like a petulant child, that he was a moron and an idiot. One article even assured us not to worry, that there were still “adults” in the White House and that they were working to thwart his efforts. Wait, what? That’s….that’s treason, right? But before I could focus on that we began to hear talk of impeachment. Impeachment for what? I thought. Don’t they have to prove collusion first? Before I knew it, the guy investigating the Trump-Russia affair, James Comey, had been fired. That didn’t look good. When you fire someone trying to prove you’re dirty, it reeks of malfeasance. Then Robert Mueller was appointed in his place and everyone rejoiced. Mueller would be the guy to find the dirt. Trump was going down. Yes!

In hindsight it may have been the “adults are in the room” comment that got me thinking critically. Hate Trump or not, he is our President. Agree with him or not, the office commands respect. It’s our country’s seat of power. And someone had just openly stated they were actively working against him. As if that was something we as U.S. citizens should be happy about and cheer on. I had heard the term Deep State before but I hadn’t really taken the time to research what it meant. As anyone who reads my blog knows (all ten of you) I have long believed that our world is in the grip of a secret Cabal whose agenda is more nefarious than we may ever know. As I reflected on things more and more it seemed clear that the Cabal was nearly synonymous with the Deep State. Suddenly I got laid off from my job, lost my apartment and had to move in with family.  I then had more free time than I knew what to do with. I decided to study up on this supposed “Cabal.” Did a loosely knit consortium (so as to avoid direct, detectable ties) operate behind the scenes trying to undo a United States election?

At the very least the Deep State was an appendage of this Cabal. A shadowy tentacle that had reached into my country’s government that was trying to strangle the life out of it. In short, I thought, “Is the Cabal running our government?” If CNN can openly run an article wherein someone in Trump’s cabinet admits openly taking documents off his desk in an attempt to keep him from running the country as he sees fit, what’s going on? And why didn’t the FBI immediately jump on this story and investigate the source? Was the FBI compromised, too? Trump’s cabinet, CNN and the FBI. Were they all working against him? It sure seemed like it. The most important question I could ask myself then was, “Why?”

As I said previously, Trump is not a nice guy. He can be quite the asshole. He’s crude, crass and unrefined. As I’ve learned, that’s exactly why people voted for him. If you attack Trump, he will attack you back and ten times as hard. If you talked shit about him, he’ll talk shit about you. He is not perfect. At all. But, again, this is something that voters seemed to have connected with. Trump successfully put forth the image that (even though he is a billionaire playboy) he’s just like you and me: imperfect. In fact it may have been this very fact that won him the presidency. Voters were tired of the canned, buttoned-up speeches that had started to sound ingenuous and dispassionate. For so long Americans had been conditioned to think not of themselves (because that’s selfish!) and focus on others. The suffering illegal immigrants. Our allies abroad; protecting them, funding their defense and helping them with tax cuts and lopsided trade deals.

We came to believe that if we were not progressive globalists it meant we were bigoted ignorant haters of everything the Left stood for.  Many of us drank the Kool-Aid. I did. I had for a long time until I started truly, critically thinking. I started to look at facts instead of responding viscerally and emotionally. After all, as human beings we’re inherently emotional, compassionate and reactive. Something they have used against us time and time again. They weaponized our capacity for empathy and employed it for the purpose of sedition.  I didn’t want to be thought of as anti-gay, anti-feminist, anti-Semitic, anti…anything! Do whatever you want, I use to say, as long as it doesn’t hurt you or anyone else. Well, that’s dangerously similar to what Aleister Crowley used to say:

“Do what thou wilt’ shall be the whole of the Law.”

Image result for aleister crowley do what thou wilt

Hm. Did I want to be associated with the Right? Or the modern father of the Occult? I didn’t really consider myself part of the Left anymore at this point, but I hadn’t fully transitioned over to the Right either. But I certainly lean right more now than I ever have before. Here are a few videos I came across on YouTube that helped begin nudging me away from the Left. This first one comes courtesy of YouTube channel JustInformed Talk:

In this one, Dan Bongino speaks to a group of people about the array of enemies aligned against Trump. It includes some very surprising information about the content of the now infamous Steele Dossier, which you can view here:

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Page one of three:

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Read the dossier then read this article from The Wall Street Journal entitled, “How Lobbyists Help Ex-Soviets Woo Washington.” – deripaska-manafort.docx

My apologies; since The Wall Street Journal now charges to view its content, I couldn’t find any more suitable sources that could be embedded here. If you choose not to read either one I’ll skip to the chase for you. They’re pretty much the same thing. The problem with this is that the WSJ article was written in 2008. So you have to ask yourself, why is an article written in 2008 being repurposed almost word-for-word and reframed as an attack against Trump a decade later? At least, that’s what Breibart suggested here:


But, wait. Didn’t I say that the media was part of the Deep State? How can any news outlet be trusted if that’s the case? Well, thankfully, Breitbart is one of the few sources that are almost assuredly not under the yolk of the Cabal. Otherwise this article exposing the dossier would never have been allowed to be seen. Clearly they’re aligned against the Deep State, as seen here when the magazine’s founder, Andrew Breitbart, calls out John Podesta implying he should be investigated:

Less than a year later, Andrew Breitbart was dead due to “heart failure.”



And shortly after Breitbart’s death his coroner (whose preliminary autopsy hinted at possible foul play in Andrew’s demise) also died under “suspicious circumstances.” My point is that if the Deep State is real, they have no compunction about murdering those who speak out against them. Is President Trump any different? Is he any less of a target for them? As citizens we have no idea the possible number of attempts on his life that have been thwarted. If the following “fictional” scenario, courtesy of Twitter denizen Greg Rubini, is anything to go by it’s a dead serious concern.

In this “fictional” drama, a plot is averted in which both the president and vice-president are killed due to a rogue entity. In the unfortunate event that both individuals perish then the line of succession falls onto the shoulders of the Speaker of the House, Nancy Pelosi. Now, I’m not going to get into the dick measuring that went on during the longest government shutdown in history. It’s nothing Google can’t recap for you. But it did seem rather suspicious that she and several family members were originally scheduled to be out of the country during the supposed time frame this coup could have happened. It doesn’t help that her cohorts had problems keeping their excitement in check either:


President Pelosi? Sure, she could’ve just meant that she expected Trump to be impeached soon (plausible deniability). Impeached for what, I don’t know. Collusion still hadn’t been proven (at the time this was written). Or did she mean exactly what she implied? That Trump and Pence both would soon be removed (on way or another) paving the way to Pelosi’s ascension to the highest office in the land? I imagine Nancy would have felt quite smug rubbing the title of “America’s First Female President” in Hillary Clinton’s face.

In any case, I began trying to define what (and who) the Cabal is, exactly. I concluded that it was comprised of the Deep State, the wealthy Elite, the Military Industrial Complex, secret societies like the Illuminati, Satanists/Luciferians (perhaps even Mormons and Freemasons), the Holy Roman Church, Big Pharma, numerous corporate conglomerates, and evil/negative entities that are not of this world. Call them demons, evil alien Reptilians, the Draco, Archons, whatever. They all strive to produce fear in order to feed on that fear.

Boy, that sure took a turn, didn’t it? But it was me drawing a line from the corrupt puppets in the White House, as I followed the strings all the way to Rome and beyond, that convinced me that if such an evil force had in unison set their sights on Trump in an effort to destroy him…why? If he was in on the whole thing, they wouldn’t be trying so hard to bury him and his legacy. Oh, don’t worry! This post doesn’t end here. Oh, no! This is called The Wide World Of Weird, after all. And things are about to get much, much weirder!

What if I told you there is an amusing theory floating around the Internet that Donald Trump is, wait for it….a TIME TRAVELER! “Say wuuuuuuuutttt?” Indulge me for a moment, and let’s look at the reasons why this story has gained traction. A writer named Ingersoll Lockwood wrote a series of novels between 1889 and 1896 that contain a series of uncanny coincidences involving the Trump family. The first book is called “Travels and Adventures of Little Baron Trump and His Wonderful Dog Bulger” followed by “Baron Trump’s Marvelous Underground Journey” and finally “1900: The Last President.” First of all, and most obviously, the first two novels have a protagonist named Baron Trump. As you know, Donald Trump has a son named Baron. You know what? It’s better explained if you just watch these two videos (note-one of these videos was later removed by YouTube):

Did that bake your noodle? What about this:

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Or this:

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What about this?

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Not weird enough for you? Fine. Google John Titor (a well-known Trump alias). Again, it’s easier if you just read this:


Titor provided several schematics trying to prove he had the technology he claimed.

Time Machine?

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He came back…for this?

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Again, I’m not going to rehash the entire conspiracy theory. Do I believe it’s true? I don’t have enough information to make that determination. I will say that the sheer number of coincidences fall well outside of standard deviation or happenstance. There’s something to this but I don’t know what. I simply offer up the information and will leave the deducing to you. The point was to show that people will go to almost any lengths to justify why they support someone. If this is some elaborate conspiracy, well played. It’s ridiculous of course, but it does beg the question: Who better to fight and defeat the Cabal than someone who has foreknowledge of events to come?

Trump’s uncle was, if you didn’t know, the person in charge of removing Tesla’s research after he died. John G. Trump went on record as saying that Tesla’s methods for time travel could have worked if not for that fact that our technology wasn’t advanced enough at that time. But what about now? What has been accomplished between now and then? What if that technology was used to put the Cabal in checkmate at every turn? Some people even believe that this was all planned from the beginning. This next video paints Trump in a more nefarious light, but for the sake of fairness here it is:

The video above seems to suggest that Trump is a beneficiary of predictive programming, that he is some sort of “star” in a kind of “scripted reality.” I disagree with that. In fact (hypothetically), if Trump was indeed some sort of time travelling trickster-hero, what better way to cast doubt on his motives than to produce a video saying he’s one of them? Whether you’re so far down the rabbit hole that you are 100% convinced he is the “Kang the Conqueror” of our reality (sorry, I couldn’t resist a Marvel reference here) or if this is the stupidest thing you’ve ever heard…you must admit it’s weird. And entertaining.

Kang the Conqueror

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But this was not the type of “power” I referenced in the title which has the ability to affect change in people. That type of power can be found here:

And here:

These are the types of inspirational thoughts and musings that I encourage you to consider. It’s not my place to tell you to stop being a Liberal, a Democrat or a Progressive. But I do fear for the future of the Democratic party. You’ve got Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez, who was recently quoted as saying this about climate change: “Like, this is our World War II.” I’ll just let that sink in for a bit. Then there’s Rashida Tlaib, who was sworn in on the Koran instead of the traditional Bible and said that her first order of business in office would be to “Go in there and impeach the motherfucker!” And lastly, there’s 2020 presidential runner Kamala Harris who openly acknowledged having an affair with a powerful male political figure leading many to speculate that she slept her way to where she is. I call this The Unholy Trinity

Actress Alyssa Milano recently tweeted this:


This was in response to the now infamous MAGA hat-wearing Catholic kids who got into a staring contest with a Native American elder who claimed he was a Vietnam vet. Well, everyone and their dog jumped on the bandwagon and were quick to bash these kids until the full video of the incident was released revealing that it was, in fact, the Native American protesters that instigated the confrontation. It later came out that Nathan Phillips, the drum-banging elder on the other side of the staring contest, served during the time of Vietnam, but was not actually in Vietnam. This changed the narrative of the encounter and soon several celebrities and news outlets that were quick to side against a Trump supporter had to apologize or retract earlier statements. Nevertheless, I’d be wary of putting value in any of Milano’s opinions since she is married to a man who works as an agent for CAA (Creative Artists Agency), a firm that reportedly recruits people in the entertainment industry for the Cabal.

People are so polarized about Trump’s presidency that all civility and sanity has gone out the window. The border wall has been such a huge source of division among Americans. Do we need one? Maybe. I’m not sure. But I will say this: If we do have millions of illegal citizens here, and voting machines bafflingly can’t tell the difference between a legal citizen and an illegal one, who do you think they will vote for? The ones fighting for them to stay here while they receive welfare and financial support, or those who want them deported so they can enter our country legally based on merit? Ask yourself why Democrats fight for the rights of illegals? Is it because they care ever so much for their plight? Or is it because they desperately need their votes?

Of the strange series of books I mentioned earlier the final one was called “1900: The Last President.” Without delving too deeply into the story, the title alone should hint at where the plot is heading. Is Donald Trump going to be our Last President? Is something going to happen that restructures our government and eliminates the office of President? If you follow Q there’s been talk that the Federal Reserve will be abolished. More recently bills H.R. 24 and H.R. 25 were submitted to the House for approval. 24 calls for the audit of the Board of Governors at the Federal Reserve and the Comptroller General of the United States. 25 calls for a repeal of income tax and other taxes, thereby making the Internal Revenue Service obsolete and enacting a national sales tax to be decided by each State. If you know anything about the concept of NESARA, you know that one of the things it seeks to accomplish is getting rid of income tax and charging sales tax only on non-essential goods.

Where could all of this be leading? Who knows. But I do know that with the recent government shutdown it proved that our government is too bloated for its own good. The shutdown mostly affected Federal workers. Everyone else, raise your hand if you noticed the difference between government being open and government being closed. Let’s see…one…two..three…NO ONE! In my opinion I think it was a test run, a trial period to prove to Americans that our country can function on a fraction of the workforce. Imagine how much we could accomplish using the money that was going to a bloated government workforce and putting it towards, oh I don’t know, our homeless population problem? And speaking of which, why do Democrats have such a hard on for illegal immigrants when we haven’t even solved our own homeless problem yet? Oh, that’s right. Votes!

Our emotions and our compassion affect so much of what we do and who we are. Should I feel guilty for enjoying “A Star Is Born” even though Lady Gaga hangs out with occultist-to-the-stars Marina Abramović and admits to selling her soul for fame and fortune? Maybe. Should I not watch “Bohemian Rhapsody” because director Bryan Singer is being sued for fondling a teenage boy? Well, yeah. I’ll probably watch it anyway though. Everything we do is based on emotion. Emotions have the power to change. They’re visceral and powerful. Love is powerful. Peace is powerful. Hate is powerful. Fear is powerful. All together they change the chemistry in our brains and make us change our minds all the time. And sometimes we change them right back!

Just last month I wrote a post saying I didn’t think the Q movement was going to amount to anything. I’m still not sure if it will. Like I said then, I want it to. I do feel today that it has more substance than I believed it had then. I referenced #TheGreatAwakening at the start of this post. I’m not sure where the term came from, but the first time I ever saw it was on a poster behind YouTuber Jordan Sather of “Destroying the Illusion.” I Googled the phrase and came across this site: https://deepstatemappingproject.com/

A series of intricate and complicated infographics were created by a man named Dylon Louis Monroe. Check it out: (VIDEO REMOVED-Fuck you, YouTube!)

I’ve linked some of his work in previous posts but here’s a new one called “The Cult of Baal”


Here’s a link to a nice, hi-res version in case the one above is difficult to read:


You might be asking, “Why the hell is he linking a map talking about Freemasons, Jesuits, Knights Templar and the Vatican?” Because the document might as well be called, “The Cabal.” And even then this is just one finger of the fist that has been curled up to pummel you into submission. This is the force that is aligned against America, against Trump and against all free-thinking, freedom-loving citizens of the United States. It’s not just we who are the targets though. The world is the target. They want to establish a globalist New World Order. Ask Venezuela if they’re real. Ask the Yellow Vests in France. Ask Britain who’s fighting to divest itself from the EU via Brexit.

I ran across an amusing Tweet recently. It was from ex-CIA Chief John Brennon (whom a recent Q co-conspirator named FBI Anon claimed has been indicted along with James Comey) to Trump in which he telegraphs and projects in what I deem to be an extremely obvious and desperate way:


Oh, Johnny Boy. Did you just use the word “cabal?” It’s like he’s trying to get ahead of something. Democrats sure do love their projection. It’s as if the term “Cabal” is going to be used to describe a certain group of exposed individuals soon and he’s trying to associate it with Trump instead of himself. Much in the same way the Deep State has introduced the concept of “deepfakes” into the public lexicon, almost as if they know that compromising videos will soon emerge that they’re trying to brace for. Remember, “deepfakes” are videos that can be (in a manner of speaking) “photoshopped” much like a still picture can. These types of videos first began appearing in obscure Internet forums and adult sites. Now, CNN is talking about them: https://www.cnn.com/interactive/2019/01/business/pentagons-race-against-deepfakes/

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Hm. Deep State. Deepfake. Deep State. Deepfake. I feel like there must be a reason that they chose to use the word “deep” to describe this phenomenon. Perhaps it’s part of the, “They have to tell you what they’re doing” mentality? It bothers me like the Fiji girl bothered me during the Golden Globes. I wondered why anyone was supposed to care about this woman. The Internet answered that question for me. It was a message: “We want to serve you. In Fiji.” Is this what Q meant when they said, “Watch the water?” Was it a message to Hollywood elites that their “special” needs could be met in Fiji, a hub of human trafficking? And what was with the weird skit featuring Andy Samberg and Sandra Oh dissing “anti-vaxxers” and administering fake(?) shots to certain people? The crazies say that the Elite adrenochrome supply had dried up due to Trump’s crackdown on human trafficking and this was a way to reinforce the message that anyone needing a fix could get what they needed “in Fiji.”

The news has been chock full of strange anomalies lately, not the least of which is the mystery of Ruth Bader Ginsburg’s whereabouts. Hashtags like #WheresRuth were started by James Woods. #WhereIsRuth and #WhereIsRBG are trending, too. It is highly suspicious that such a famous pop culture icon falls, has surgery, begins missing work for the first time in decades and then completely goes missing. People are starting to demand proof of life. Either prove to us that she’s alive or declare her seat vacant and nominate someone new. Until then, the Deep State still reaps the benefits of their final Supreme Court Justice seat as RBG continues to “work from home” fulfilling their agenda.

Only a few days ago, this little gem of a post popped up:

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Is she really being kept alive? For what purpose? What does the Deep State stand to lose if her death is made public? Are they waiting to announce her passing at a time when it will benefit them the most (like they did with Bush 41)? On or around the State of the Union address, perhaps? And let’s not forget Fox’s recent little “slip-up”:

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Are you kidding me? How does someone “accidentally” produce a graphic like this? And why hasn’t anyone pressed Fox for more information on why it was created to begin with? Do they know something we don’t and, if so, why is her death being kept a secret? A picture can be faked though so here’s the actual clip:

It’s things like this that contributed to my lean towards the Right. If anyone is covering up her death, it’s the Democrats. Who put the needs of Federal workers above their own agenda and ended the government shutdown? Trump. Not the Democrats. Who passed a law in New York legalizing the murder of late-term babies? Democrats. Who voted not to pay Federal workers three times just to snub the President?  Well, let’s just say it wasn’t the Republicans.

If They are so hell bent on destroying Trump (and they support the things I oppose) I am no longer going to give them any of my energy or consideration. And that is essentially why my allegiance has shifted. I support Trump by virtue of the fact that he opposes those who I believe want our total ruination. If they want Trump gone, I want him to stay. If they want him to fail, I want…no…I need him to succeed. We all do! About Democrats (most of whom I now believe are working directly on the Cabal’s behalf-either willingly or through blackmail/coercion), Ted Cruz said:

“OK, we get they hate Donald Trump!”

Change in and of itself is an extremely powerful force. The media in particular tries to coax us into changing all the time. The confrontation between tribal elders and the Covington Catholic High School kids highlights an effort in my mind to push a “brown man good/white man bad” agenda. Just look at the recent controversial Gillette commercial. Why is a razor company telling men to keep their “toxic masculinity” in check? Notice in the video below how only white men behave badly while black men are portrayed as the “hero characters.”

Now, there’s nothing wrong with black men being portrayed as heroes (I loved Black Panther and have tweeted often that it reminds me of the highly advanced, dark-skinned Olmec breakway civilization that Secret Space Program whistleblowers have talked about). Please don’t misunderstand me. My issue is that only the black men in the commercial are portrayed as sensitive and “woke.” What about Asians or Hispanics? Did you know there are actually two versions of this commercial? The original had a short segment that featured a black rapper smacking the ass of two black dancers. Yet strangely that segment was replaced with a tattooed thug throwing down gang sign. Why? Because it conflicted with their agenda: Brown man GOOD! White man BAD! Check it out below: (Edit: Will ya look at that?! The other version was removed. Hmph.)

The kicker is that YouTube allowed them to take the old video down and replace it with the new, more “black-friendly” one. Gillette retained all their likes and views, for better or worse. Most importantly, they retained their ad revenue. Ah ha! And there’s the crux! Why would a company we’ve never associated with politics release an ad like this? They knew it was going to be controversial. They knew there would be backlash. But guess what? People are talking about them now. They’re on people’s radars when they weren’t before.

Controversy drives ad views. Just like the constant 24/7 “Get Trump” mainstream media news cycle feeds the Trump-hating addicts it helped create. Imagine how many outraged men sought out Gillette’s video just to leave a nasty message for them in the comments section. You already know this, but comments affect ad revenue in no way whatsoever. Views do. Clicks do. It’s essentially one of the best examples of “click bait” we’ve seen in a long time. It was all about the money. But as far as the not-so-subtle skin color propaganda, it makes you wonder who has Gillette in their pocket? The Cabal perhaps? Remember earlier when I cited corporations as one of the many tendrils of the Cabal? “Hm, tendrils, you say? That reminds me an awful lot of….”

“Hail Hydra! Cut off one head and two more shall take its place.”

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You didn’t think I’d close out without at least one more comic book reference, did you? Like I’ve said time and time and time again: They have to tell you what they’re doing. What are the odds that this evil Marvel organization (who actually believes it’s doing good) has its many appendages embedded in corporations, the military, pharmaceuticals, entertainment, religions, politics, government, research and development, etc…… just like the Cabal? Though fictional, Hydra even has its roots in, you guessed it, Nazi Occultism! As I’ve said before, it has all been laid out for you. Information is everywhere if you have the eyes to see it. This Cabal wants to change you. It doesn’t want you to realize you’re a divine being. It doesn’t want us to discover our co-creative abilities as a social memory complex. It suppresses the paramount importance of consciousness. They change our perception through symbolism, social programming, subliminal messages and geo-engineering. They control what we think by controlling what we feel. We are bred as emotional creatures to make such control constructs more effective.

I have no doubt that global warming is real, for instance. Our planet, our solar system and the entire galaxy are heating up. Part of it is occurring naturally but we have been told that the carbon dioxide we produce combined with the continued use of fossil fuels is creating the Greenhouse Effect that continues to slowly melt the polar icecaps. But is that really true? While I believe the phenomena is real, what’s actually causing it? Us? Or something else? Enter geo-engineering (aka climate engineering). What is it and how can it be affecting Earth so drastically?


Is it possible that we can actually change the weather? Many people think this technology is fiction or that it’s years away. The reality is that it’s here, now. Technology, as always, is a double-edged sword. Science like this could be used to save us, or destroy us. But who is in control of it? If it’s the Cabal, there can be no doubt what purpose they have in mind for it. Technology’s power to change is nearly unrivaled. Take for instance the new “photoacoustic” technology that uses lasers to beam audio directly into the human skull so that only certain targeted individuals can hear it? Can you imagine the power to affect worldwide change if this technology was weaponized on a global scale? It’s not fiction, it’s real (https://thedailycoin.org/2018/10/20/darpa-insider-warns-the-voice-of-god-weapon-is-real/). What’s even more frightening is another alias this tech goes by: The Voice of God. 

If the Cabal has access to this technology what sort of “religious experience” could they produce in order to control us and changed the very way we perceive reality? Project Blue Beam is a classified technology that can produce moving 3D holograms by projecting an image onto the sodium layer of Earth’s mesosphere. Couple this with the “Voice of God” and there would be no limit to the scenarios they could create. Alien invasions.  The return of Jesus.  The Four Horseman heralding the start of Tribulation.  God Himself strolling among the clouds.

Project Blue Beam is also called “Firesign.”

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“Do Not Copy” lol

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Was Hillary Clinton, a Cabal operative, going to use this technology to help her win the 2016 Presidential Election?



Relax! I don’t think any of that will happen. Because there is a far more powerful and transformative force than technology. It’s more powerful than the Cabal. It transcends and supersedes everything. You might be thinking, “God, right?!” Well, considering everything in existence originates from the One Source (at least in my opinion) that wouldn’t be an incorrect statement. But my real answer is: It’s us!

We are the most powerful force for change the Earth has ever known. We just don’t know it yet, because that truth has been stolen and hidden away from us. We literally have the power to affect reality on a mass scale. Esoteric Community insiders often speak about the power of mass meditation. If even 1% of Earth’s population got together, meditated, and invited our cosmic cousins to come down and openly introduce themselves they would. We are not waiting on them. They are waiting on us. Call them Angels, Light Beings, Extraterrestrials, Guardians, the Galactic Federation of Light, whatever. Those are all names for the same thing. Evil is a powerful and insidious force for change. But so is good. Hate can fundamentally alter a person’s personality permanently. But so can love. Fear is perhaps the single biggest offender throughout our entire history. What is that Master Yoda said? Ah, yes!

“Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.”

Oh, Yoda. You wise sumbitch. But what is the antithesis of fear? It’s peace. If we had peace we would have everything. Imagine a world with no suffering, no hate or fear, no starvation or poverty, the freedom to explore our passions, to travel and visit not just other countries but other planets, other dimensions! I know it sounds like science fiction, but this is humanity’s Endgame (don’t sue me, Marvel!). We will be Starfarers, explorers. We will be freed from oppression. We’ll reconnect with our lost history and learn that though we were born on Earth physically, many of us possess souls that originated Far From Home (Damn it! I can’t help it! I’m a superhero nerd!).

This is why we are all so fascinated by sci-fi and fantasy. We intuitively know it’s our destiny. It may take a while to get there, but luckily there’s plenty of time. Because time is an illusion, as is death. We are eternal. We simply need to change our way of thinking and claim the power that has been denied to us for so long. But we can’t do that as long as we ignore the Enemy in our midst. As long as we refuse to acknowledge that a dark Cabal has a grip on our minds and souls on a planetary scale, we will never truly be free. Perhaps one day those who are Awake and Enlightened will spiritually Ascend into a new layer of reality, leaving this density behind with no memory of the enslavement our minds have suffered through for so long.  Only we have the power to affect such a change. And who knows? Maybe that’s what Q meant by:

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The Bonfire Of The Qanons.

It is late December near the end of 2018 and the Qanon movement is in full swing. Loyal supporters of the mysterious Q (whoever he, she or they are) are convinced that the enigmatic and secret champion spearheading the resistance against the Deep State is embedded in President Trump’s council and has sprinkled a trail of breadcrumbs and puzzle pieces along the path to liberation so that those of us who are “awake” can use those rare morsels of shared intelligence to assemble the grand mosaic of our time and finally see “The Plan” come to fruition.

Did any of that make sense to you? If it did there’s no need to explain any of it. If your response was, “Wait…huh?” then most of the answers to who or what Q is can be found via a simple Google search. Unfortunately, this is a common modus operandi of the average Qanon:

On message boards, on social media and even as they sit across the table from you they’ll say, “Think for yourself. Research for yourself.” Often even when you’ve asked them no questions at all! For a movement that claims that the information Q shares must be spread far and wide it sure does involve a great deal of individuals who seem reticent of giving straight answers. Instead, you will likely be met with one-word responses with little or no context and an absence of any comprehensible explanation. It’s either that they enjoy sharing in the mystique that the Qanon movement evokes, or…they simply don’t know. One recent example was when a prominent “blue checkmark” on Twitter made a post warning everyone to “Archive Offline!” What does that mean? Archive what? And how? And more importantly, why? I said:


The responses I got include:

“Thumb drive.”




Oooooo…kaaaayyy??? Eventually someone actually offered a helpful graphic that explained the “how” of archiving offline but I never got an answer as to “what” or “why.” It was as if those responding relished in being purposefully obtuse with their answers. And when I pressed for more specificity I was met with equally vague replies such as:



“Future proves past.”

It’s as if by communicating cryptically they were getting a small taste of the power and control they must imagine Q has when offering equally truncated responses in messages left for Anons to unravel.

Generally those who are aware of Q fall into two camps. The first one is the general public who have read limited news articles about Q as a “debunked conspiracy theory” created by far right-wing conservatives in order to pander to the Republican fundamentalist base. The second camp paints Trump as a genius-level strategist fighting the Illumi…I’m sorry….the Deep State in a struggle to save America’s soul and secure its future. And while I believe the Deep State/Cabal/Illuminati-or-whatever-you-wanna-call-em are very real, I’m not quite sure that Donald Trump is the mastermind who is destined to take them down.

And, inevitably, by expressing that opinion on social media one exposes their self as an agent of the Deep State. Wait…huh? I express doubt that POTUS is God’s chosen warrior to defeat the devil-worshipping occult baby-eaters and now I’m one of them? For such a devout group of free-thinkers who so often espouse the virtues of “deciding for yourself” that seems like just a bit of a leap. I am thinking for myself! But of course the message they’re really sending is: Think for yourself. If you come to the same conclusion we have, welcome to the fold. But if you disparage any Anon, or Trump or Q-you are a tool of evil. Now, now! Calm down! Obviously, not every Anon or follower of Q believes this. I’m speaking about the far-right of the far-right; those who abide by the words of Q in an almost cult-like manner; extreme patriots and Bible thumping warriors of Jesus, America, and the downfall of the New World Order in a scenario that is playing out like a cross between Goonies, the Matrix and The DaVinci Code.

Here’s the thing: I do believe Q is in Trump’s cabinet. They have obviously coordinated a great deal of correspondence in a way that is meant to prove this. The problem is that with this proof (they are called “Q Proofs” by the way) comes the belief that whatever Q says is the unchallenged truth. Just because Q is someone close to Trump (some say Q is Trump!) doesn’t mean that the information they’re providing is reliable. In fact, guess what one of the tenets of this movement is? “Disinformation is necessary.” Ok, well, uhhhh…if that’s the case….couldn’t that mean it’s all disinformation? I’m not saying it is. But I’m saying it could be.

If you’re an objective person you’ll be able to agree that a secret plan to save America from the clutches of tyranny, reset the financial system and “give power back to the people” as criminals in the upper echelons of government are tried and sentenced in secret military tribunals before being locked away in Gitmo forever is just as bonkers as the idea that a highly connected member of Trump’s inner circle has, at his instruction, created a haven for our country’s anti-globalist, wall-erecting, justice-dispensing, gun-toting, liberal-despising “digital soldiers” made up of a combination of well-meaning good ol’ boys who want to #MAGA and some not-so-savoury anonymous Internet dwellers who only want to feel the fire of chaos alight on their faces. Because, at its core, that’s what this is: chaos. Not order. That’s not inherently a bad thing. Sometimes chaos is necessary so that order can ultimately flourish. But to pretend that all the chaos that’s happening in the world today (the riots in France, the stock market crashing, the government shutdown, increased earthquakes, etc) is all connected may not be a wise course to take. Before you condemn me for such heresy, I’m one of those people!

I think much of what is happening is connected. But the problem with being a conspiracy theorist is…well, here, just read my Tweet:


For many in the Qanon movement a boogeyman lurks around every corner. There is hidden meaning in everything (https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2018-12-25/did-trump-put-deep-state-notice-syrian-withdrawal).

Did Trump Put The Deep State On Notice With Syrian Withdrawal?

I mean, some of it is true, yes! But I’ve witnessed a slew of “digital soldiers” go to extreme lengths to connect every series of Presidential tweets to any Q Drop they could find. What’s a Q Drop, you ask? Here, check this out: https://qmap.pub/

Literally every confusing, cryptic bit of info Q has shared can be found here. One issue is that Q must be secretive. Q must be cryptic presumably so that at some later date these “drops” can’t be fingered as revealing state secrets or threatening national security. This is where the piecing together of the puzzle pieces comes into play. Q provides the clues and we piece it all together and share it in whatever way we can. Be careful though, because social media in particular is rife with pretenders who do not outright claim to be officially associated with Q, but they don’t make any effort to claim they’re not either.

It’s perfectly fine that these accounts retweet Qdrops and actively engages Anons, but I have posted several messages warning people that these account are not associated with the real Q. The reactions ranged from, “Wait…huh?” to “We know. No on thinks that.” As if to say, We Anons are too smart to be fooled like that, (Twitter account in question)  is one of us.” But when you also have people reacting with surprise (since they clearly believed these accounts represented the actual Q) then it becomes evident that some sort of disclaimer is needed so that people are not mislead. To date no such disclaimers have been put in place. I guess, as an “Anon,” you just know! In fact, so many accounts on Twitter have taken to posting Tweets in the same style as Q that it appears their intent is to make others believe they’re somehow related. Is this done to garner more followers? Or are they subconsciously channeling the clandestine benefactor sending them secret communiques related to taking down an all-powerful and elusive enemy? It’s like Anons are Gandalf and the Cabal is Sauron:

Come to think of it, the Eye of Sauron is eerily reminiscent of the Eye on the dollar bill.

The Anons out there have, in my opinion, succumbed to the same unfortunate echo chamber symptom of so many belief systems: If you want to believe in something, you will. If don’t want to believe it, you won’t. Readers of my blog (all five of you) know that this is a theme I touch upon time and time again. For many us, whether it’s something like the Q phenomenon, a religion or a political party these serve as a surrogate for a sense of belonging. Of being part of something greater than oneself. It’s secretive. It’s mysterious. It’s elite. If you’re an Anon you’re smart, awake, patriotic and (most importantly) you’re right! At least, that’s what they tell each other. Again, this is no different from any other belief system. But it is disheartening to witness the same behavior in this sub-culture that exists in many of the meta-cultures out there. Part of it has to do with a very important element of this whole strange ordeal. Look at the word “Qanon.” Specifically the “anon” part. It, of course, stands for “Anonymous.” This is a word that was originally tied to the Internet hacktivist group of the same name which is “widely known for its various DDoS cyber attacks against several governments, government institutions and government agenciescorporations, and the Church of Scientology.”

They are often represented by an individual wearing a Guy Fawkes mask that became popularized by the movie “V For Vendetta.”


“Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it’s my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.”

Sorry, that was just too awesome not to include. On with the nonsense. Many activists have taken this a step further by appearing in public wearing actual masks like the one featured above as if personifying the idea that the mask makes them, in reality, anonymous. I have watched videos of citizen journalists in Guy Fawkes masks harassing Church of Scientology workers, policemen and women, public officials, etc. And of course when the cops are called and they ask these people for their names they answer, unsurprisingly, “I’m Anonymous.” Meaning both that they are refusing to give their real name (or provide identification-which is fully within their right if they’ve not committed a crime) and that they consider themselves as part of the Anon movement. It reminds me of a famous movie scene:

“I am Spartacus! No, I’m Spartacus!”

However, that feeling of empowerment, of being a faceless, nameless non-entity untouchable by the vagaries of social convention has also lead to a culture of apathy, callousness and misogyny especially on the Internet. Sadly, this behavior has spilled over into real life as well. Many people have gotten so used to being able to express their deepest, darkest selves without fear of retaliation or consequence in online forums that we’re seeing that same way of thinking manifest in our everyday lives whether we’re on the Internet or not. The Anonymous collective (or Anonymous Charity as they are now calling themselves) are certainly partially responsible for how newly emboldened some of us have become when expressing ourselves in social media.

Qanons are no different. Though they praise critical thinking and logic it’s only in cases where your logic aligns with theirs that you’ll be spared the condescension of a group of people who don’t just think they’re right. They know it. And in the absence of the possibility that they’re all part of some wild goose chase how can they also claim to be objective? I believe I am somewhere in the middle. Part of me desperately wants to believe that the sick bastards who tried to enact a 16-year plan to cleanse Earth’s population, who traffic in child sex slaves, who worship dark powers with blood and sacrifice and who view you and me as nothing more than ignorant sheep are facing the eve of their destruction. But another part of me must reconcile the reality that, for all the promises that THE NEXT BIG THING is “right around the corner” (Mass Arrests! Disclosure! GESARA!)…nothing has happened. Nothing public, at least.

But of course if you ask the Anons they’ll say, “Trust the plan!” Trust that disinformation is necessary! Trust that there will be military tribunals (that we’ll never hear about)! Mass arrests are coming! The Federal Reserve will be abolished and prosperity will bloom in abundance for all! And that’s great! I badly want to believe that all these things will happen. But somehow the goal posts keep moving. I’ve been hearing about the Deep State going down for years. A global currency reset has been rumored for even longer than that. But each year that goes by and nothing materializes the excuse is always that the Deep State/Cabal had one final trump card to play and it set everything back. One day we hear they’ve already been defeated. Another day we hear they are still deeply entrenched in all aspects of society and need to be rooted out and exposed. Today, as of right now, those following the Qanon movement believe the Cabal is receiving its comeuppance at this very moment.

With the government in partial shutdown it means that technically no members of Congress are “on the clock.” As you may know, a sitting Congress member cannot be arrested. With the government adjourned until further notice many Anons are saying it’s open season and the mass arrests will begin. They claim today (or tomorrow, or the next day, or maybe the day after that!) could begin the “ten days of darkness” many Anons have said were referenced by Q along with a warning to stock up on supplies to last you anywhere from two weeks to two months. That’s heavy stuff. And yet as I looked around today the world was business as usual. “That’s how it looks!” the Anons will say. “But it’s all happening behind the scenes! NATSEC!” Then what is the purpose of such a movement if there can be no way of verifying that any of these events have happened? I’m certain if Q issues another “drop” tomorrow that says something like, “Mission Success!” the Anons will lose their minds and swear that a new age of peace is upon us.

And when nothing appears in the news? Well, it’s because the news is the enemy of the people! Of course they’re not going to report that their masters are in Gitmo. Several prominent government-related players like Biden, Pence, Obama and the Clintons haven’t been on social media in days. The Anons have taken this as a sign that they’re being tried and processed (not that it’s Christmas time and they’re busy spending it with their families). But if the accounts start posting again will they admit they were mistaken? Or claim that a bot or someone else is posting for them to preserve the appearance that they aren’t behind bars?

It’s an endless feedback loop. Is it a conservative circle jerk of ravening idiots snapping at any little bits of scrap Q tosses them? Or is something truly momentous about to go down? And if it does….would we even know? If “proof” is offered, how do we know it’s not more “necessary disinformation?” Necessary for who? Us? The Cabal? Q? No one knows! Maybe they do, but not really! FAKE NEWS! TRUST THE PLAN!*hed asplodes* 

The sad truth is that no one has any idea whatsoever what’s really going on. That is the only fact we have right now. Rampant speculation is being interpreted as “intel.” People are posting screen caps from QMap that aren’t even from Q and claiming that it’s true merely by virtue of the fact that it’s mentioned in the same breath as their beloved right-wing messiah. Is truth by association even a real thing?

So far I’ve probably come off as a rabid, anti-Q mouthbreather. But I assure you that’s far from the truth. I understand that in times like these some people just need hope. They need something to cling to because there are so many aspects of their lives that they’ve lost control of: their relationships, their finances, their health. So they see this extremely passionate and lively group of individuals shining with the light of concepts like justice, truth and unity (Where We Go One We Go All!) and they can’t help but be drawn into its glow like a moth to the flame regardless of whether it will deliver upon its promise or not. Some people consider themselves Anons because they just got swept up in the rapture of something new and unique. Others (like myself) follow it because I genuinely want to see how it plays out, but I also have the presence of mind to remain skeptical as to the motives behind it. And some (perhaps those who consider themselves “true” Anons, or patriots or Trump a.k.a Q+ supporters) follow it so blindly that nothing in this life or the next will convince them that skepticism has any place in the “truth movement.”

In many ways the Qanon movement is similar to “The Bonfire of the Vanities,” which is why I referenced it in the title of this post. However, I’m not referencing the drama movie about ambition, racism, social class, politics, and greed in 1980s New York City. I’m referencing the event that took place in 1497 in which a Dominican friar by the name of Girolamo Savonarola publicly burned thousands of objects such as cosmetics, art, and books in Florence, Italy during the Shrove Tuesday festival. The objects that were burned all had the potential to lead to sin. Mirrors lead to vanity, make-up lead to promiscuity, books lead to knowledge that could cause people to question the Church, etc. He was so threatened by the idea that any of these things could corrupt one of God’s servants that he chose to burn them rather than allow others to choose for themselves whether or not the material was acceptable. Did he regard the faith of his fellow parishioners so much that he felt his only recourse was to remove the source of temptation altogether? Was their faith that fragile?

In the case of Qanons the casting of items into a raging inferno is strictly metaphorical. Questioning the validity of Q, disparaging Trump as a vagina-grabbing pervert with the vocabulary of a fifth grader, criticizing Anons for engaging in questionable “hope porn.” These are all things that Anons will seize hold of and toss onto the smoldering brazier of their united indifference. One can certainly try to introduce helpful and constructive criticism, but unfortunately it’s that “criticism” part that’s attached to the helpful/constructive portion which by nature of association will inevitably evaporate in the all-consuming flames of righteous, patriotic, hallelujah pomposity that powers the Qanon engine.

You know who that reminds me of? Scientologists, born again Christians, a cult. People who would rather destroy anything that calls their beliefs into question rather than examining it more closely and decide whether it has any value. Fortunately for me they are simply a faction within the overall Truth Movement. I can still be part of exposing things like Satanic Ritual Abuse, child trafficking, suppressed technologies and government cover-ups while still quietly observing how the whole “Q” plotline resolves. My beliefs and goals require neither the acceptance nor the understanding of any Anons, Q or otherwise.

I’d like to think I am part of this “truth movement.” Do I consider myself a Qanon? No. It simply has too many holes in it to stay afloat in my opinion. And I’ll say it again: I hope I’m wrong! I pray I’m wrong! I will happily wear the mantle of a disbelieving fool and do it proudly if everything goes down as Q has laid it out. But I honestly believe that weeks, months and years are going to go by and the only thing that will have happened is that the Q conspiracy theory will have only grown, become even more convoluted and garnering even more interest than it has today.

And maybe that’s what some of us need right now. Distraction. An escape. Some sense of control or belonging that we’ve not been able to find in our everyday lives. I would say if that’s the case, however, try to find something worthier of dedicating your time to. Because ultimately I don’t believe the Q phenomenon will amount to anything more than an interesting footnote for the history books; an oddity we look back on with wistful mirth while we laugh and say, “Remember that one Christmas we thought the entirety of Western civilization was going to be torn down and remade anew?”

I desperately, genuinely hope I’m wrong.

EDIT: It has been almost two months since I wrote this post. After a lot of personal research and reflection I honestly believe that Q is the real deal. There are simply too many “Q proofs” proving they are deep within Trump’s council for it mathematically to be mere coincidence. I originally ended the post saying, “I desperately, genuinely hope I’m wrong (that the Q phenomenon will amount to anything).”

I’m happy to say I was dead wrong. I have never been afraid to own up to my status as a full-on “conspiracy theorist” and now I am unashamed to say that I officially consider my self an Anon in the Qanon movement. “Where We Go One, We Go All.”

From the Ridley Scott directed 1996 drama film, White Squall. Dig deeper to discover why Q refers to this particular movie.

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“The Storm Is Upon Us.”


The Value Of Information.

No one likes to admit that they don’t know something. We’ve all been guilty of trying to pretend that we have knowledge about a subject that in reality we’re ignorant of. In many cases we want to know more about the subject so that the next time it comes up in a conversation we won’t sound so uneducated. It might be because you were at a dinner party and someone said, “So, how’s your portfolio looking?” My what, now? Or maybe you knew exactly what they meant but you didn’t have one. At this point you either admit that you don’t have one, which you fear will lead into some sort of lesson as to why you should….or you lie. You tell them, “Oh it’s really good! No worries there!” But maybe that invites more questions, what do you do then? Maybe you lie again and say you’d rather not discuss personal finances. Or maybe you do have a portfolio and you honestly don’t want to talk about.

Conversations and the exchange of information is an ever-expanding web of potential outcomes. Whether we realize it or not we’re constantly jockeying for position and forming our next statement while only half-listening to what the other person is saying. If we concentrate, if we actively listen, we can take in every detail and have a meaningful conversation using all the information we’ve been exchanging. And sometimes we don’t listen at all. I’m guilty of going into what I call “Robot Mode” where I space out so much that another part of me seems to have taken over and had full conversations with people even though I wouldn’t for the life of me be able to tell you what we talked about. I’ve done it with my kids when they were little. I’ve done it at work during meetings or interacting with the public and I’ve done it in social settings. I even have a series of automated responses like:

“Oh, wow!”


“That’s crazy!”


You get the idea. If we all have a “higher self” I imagine the part of me that takes the helm during these moments is my “lower self.” I remember watching the movie “Click” with Adam Sandler where he gets a hold of a magic remote that can control time like some kind of quantum DVR. He fast forwards to the moments he looks forward to (like sex with his hot wife played by Kate Beckinsale) which causes him to miss out on the little details in between. He goes into “Robot Mode” and becomes a near mindless automaton that eats, sleeps and bones. The only thing he cares about is how his career will turn out. After years of being told that a promotion is just around the corner he finally skips multiple chapters of his life to the point where he finally achieves the success he craved. He attains it but at the cost of the relationship with his parents, his wife and his kids. I won’t spoil the ending in case you haven’t seen it, but it’s a pretty accurate commentary on why life seems to pass by so quickly.

When you’re young all you can think about is getting out on your own, becoming independent and being a grown, responsible adult. But as you get older you long for the carefree days of youth when you didn’t have the worries, stress and duties you have now. You worry about who is going to take care of you when you can’t take care of yourself. Will someone have to clothe and feed you because you won’t be capable of doing it? It’s the circle of life (that’s your cue, Elton). What we think we want is always changing. What we believe based on the information we’ve processed changes, too. We accept what we’re taught because we have no reason to distrust the source of the knowledge we’ve gleaned.

Even at this very moment it’s hard to decipher certain pieces of information. There seems to be a war of public opinion taking place right before our eyes. Our nation is divided. On one hand we are told that our President is a racist, womanizing idiot on the verge of being impeached. Not for collusion with Russia but because he was complicit in breaking campaign finance laws through a surrogate puppet; a Tweet-happy man-child who talks like a caveman with skin the color of Sunny D.  On the other hand he is the genius leader of a secret movement to put pedophile masterminds in jail via a series of mass arrests in order to expose the Deep State, restore power to the people (while being championed by the enigmatic and cryptic “Q”) as well as being hailed as the founding father of Space Force.

So which is it? Elderly and embarrassing billionaire white man who likes to grab women by their genitals and refers to anything unfavorable about him as “Fake News?” Or a man who eschews political correctness while trying to “drain the swamp” in Washington and really is a victim of history’s single greatest political Witch Hunt all while trying to “Make America Great Again?” It depends on what you want to believe. As Blaise Pascal (a French mathematician, physicist, inventor, writer and Catholic theologian) once said, “People almost invariably arrive at their beliefs not on the basis of proof but on the basis of what they find attractive.” Trump is (as far as we know) a human being. He has good qualities and bad qualities. The truth is probably that he is some unfathomable hybrid of the two disparate views the world has of him. In many ways the way history ends up portraying him in the next few weeks will come as the result of which version wins the battle for America’s soul.

The way that we perceive information can also be distorted via the lens through which we process it. Religion, politics, gender, sexual orientation, ethnicity, etc. Some even claim that our perceptions are being manipulated by technology or even occult rituals beyond our ability to prevent. If that were true, if there was some sort of process (supernatural, technological or spiritual) that has been distorting our perception of reality what happens when those techniques begin to fail and become ineffective? What happens if, for whatever reason, you woke up one day and realized that you were perceiving the world in a completely different way than you were the day before?

That’s what happened to me in March of 2010 after I suffered a grand mal seizure. “Oh…so that’s what’s wrong with him!” you might be saying. But I assure you, my brain works just fine. It happened during a time in my life when everything seemed stacked against me. My wife had left me, my dad had recently died and I was a single dad trying to raise two kids while making only $10 an hour. We were living in a mobile home that was left to me by my dad but it was in terrible condition. It was literally falling apart and I had been receiving notices to fix it up or get evicted. As you might imagine I was barely making ends meet to begin with so the prospect of needing to spend hundreds if not thousands of dollars polishing a turd amped up my stress levels to an all time high.

I was on a weekly trip to the grocery store with my daughter and as we went up and down the isles grabbing our weekly rations of Ramen noodles, mac n’ cheese and hot dogs (i.e. po’ folks food) I began getting tunnel vision and feeling dizzy. I told my daughter that we needed to go check out immediately because I wasn’t feeling well; we’d finish the rest of the shopping later. As we pulled the shopping cart next to the conveyor belt my head start involuntarily twitching side to side and then….total blackness. I woke up some time later in the back of an ambulance on the way to the local hospital. The EMTs had given me smelling salts and when I came to they asked me a series of questions. I knew my name…that was about it. I couldn’t remember my date of birth, my address or what day it was. My daughter thought I had died. I remember seeing both my kids come in to see me as they both hugged me and broke into tears.

I found out later that the tunnel vision I experienced was called an “aura” and the twitching was called “ticking.” When you experience a grand mal seizure — also known as a generalized tonic-clonic seizure — it is caused by abnormal electrical activity throughout the brain. Essentially, your brain overloads with electrical impulses. Every muscle in your body flexes and contracts violently, flooding your whole body with lactic acid. Try to think of how much your leg muscles burned the day after a hard run then imagine every muscle in your body feeling that way. The first few days were extremely painful. I was stiff, sore, dizzy and constantly fatigued. I got an MRI and a CATSCAN and no one could find any reason for the seizure. I wasn’t diagnosed with epilepsy either. The doctors were baffled. Even after my body recovered I became dizzy very easily and had extremely low levels of energy. Then the high-pitched tones starting happening. Tinnitus. Great. What could I do except deal with these things?

Within a few weeks, for whatever reason, I began to think about things that I used to have only a passing interest in. This included the paranormal, Ufology, ghosts, aliens, you name it. That was eight and a half years ago. I didn’t think about it then but looking back on it now I’ve always wondered if I had experienced some sort of spiritual awakening. A consciousness upgrade. Nothing on the level of the Ascension, mind you. But something similar. An expansion of interest in things that most normal people choose not to think about. My appetite for it was suddenly voracious. I’m not going to state a hypothesis here. I’ll just say it was strange timing.

Information (whether it’s true or false) can be corrupted. Things that aren’t true can be twisted in order to convince someone that they are. And the truth can be mixed with falsehoods to mislead someone into believing a lie. Sometimes the prospect of something being possible is so threatening that we’ll do anything to dissuade others from entertaining the thought that it’s true.  The existence of extraterrestrials is the perfect example.  I have largely found that the more religious a person is, the less likely they are to give credence to claims that ETs exist. In fact, many Christians directly incorporate their belief system into their denial and distort the UFO phenomenon through the lens of personal faith.

Instead of denying that aliens could be real (perhaps due to the overwhelming evidence that suggests otherwise) they claim they do indeed exist. Only they’re not from somewhere else in the solar system or beyond. They’re demons. Actual demons. Their own faith is so fragile that they must vilify the idea of ETs and claim that they are, quite literally, servants of Satan. Every last one, regardless of type or description. They’re evil tricksters whose sole purpose is to cause doubts in the minds of Christ’s followers (doubts about what, exactly, I’m not sure). I presume since the Bible doesn’t explicitly mention people from space then these beings cannot be of the Christian god. Ipso facto, they come from the Devil; no doubt here to take focus from their version of the Creator and sow the seeds of chaos among His flock.

There is so much information being circulated every day. But what is it that causes us to give that information a thumbs up or a thumbs down? When someone is considered educated in a particular subject they are often given a certificate denoting their accomplishment. Lawyers receive their law degree and are granted the legal right to practice it after they’ve passed the Bar Exam. Doctors are given a PhD, this is how we know that someone performing surgery on us isn’t some kind of whack job who only thinks they’re a doctor. Religious leaders wear ceremonial clothing that tells us they are who they say they are; a white collar, a miter hat, perhaps a brightly colored head-dress depending on the time period or region. These people are the best of the best. Experts in their field. It’s important because the areas of study that they have been recognized for mean something. Perhaps you are someone who has a degree in communications. Or marketing. Maybe you’re a chemistry teacher. A journalist. A certification or degree in those areas has value because it affects us on a day-to-day basis.

But some people are experts in things for which no degree is awarded. A comic book shop employee could probably tell you the entire history of any given superhero. An unpublished author knows everything about the characters they created but no one cared about Harry Potter and his friends until JK Rowling found a publisher. Out there, somewhere, is a guitar prodigy who might be more amazing than Eddie Van Halen, Jimmie Hendrix and Carlos Santana combined. He or she might have a close circle of friends who have heard them play and recognizes their raw talent. But as long as knowledge of that talent remains within that circle, no one else will know that such a gift has remained largely undiscovered. Does that mean this talented individual isn’t a master of their craft? Does the absence of a piece of paper acknowledging their skill make them any less of a master than the well-known icons who have come before them? No.

But being a master guitar player has more intrinsic value than a comic book nerd who could tell you the exact numbered issue in which every member of the Avengers debuted. That information is valued less because, seemingly, it matters less. It potentially affects fewer people. Yet the superhero geek may still possesses more knowledge about the things he is passionate about than any other person he knows. The information is valuable. To him. To anyone else, it’s inconsequential. You might as well be the Lord of Salami. The King of Motes. The creator of a blog that discusses things that people think are inane or ridiculous. It’s unlikely, for instance, that anything presented in The Wide World of Weird blog will be thought to contain information that has any value. Anytime that I come across information that I personally feel could be valuable, I like to share it. I vet the information as best I can and put it out there for others to digest.

Like information about natural frequencies (https://www.powerswithin.me/en/2015/07/19/natural-frequency-of-432-hz-vs-iso-standard-of-440-hz/) and the difference between sound that resonates at 432Hz instead of 440Hz which is the modern standard for films and music. If I provide a link to an article about the Solfeggio frequencies (https://attunedvibrations.com/solfeggio/) it’s up to anyone reading this to decide whether to click the link, absorb what it states, then decide if it’s worth further investigation. It may depend on whether or not you are already predisposed to whether there is such a thing as divine frequencies in the first place.

9 Tone Solfeggio Scale Meditation ASMR (Autonomous sensory meridian response)


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The main six Solfeggio frequencies are:

396 Hz – Liberating Guilt and Fear

417 Hz – Undoing Situations and Facilitating Change

528 Hz – Transformation and Miracles (DNA Repair)

639 Hz – Connecting/Relationships

741 Hz – Expression/Solutions

852 Hz – Returning to Spiritual Order

These are used in over 150 Gregorian chants, which is often thought to be one of the most spiritually impactful a cappella forms of unaccompanied singing. Frequency and its importance seems to have been repressed in the mainstream forums of public information. Yet as healing and as therapeutic as they can be, they can be turned to destructive purposes as well. Sub-audio frequency vibrations have been considered as nonlethal weapons for riot control.

Each area of our body resonates at a different frequency

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If sound can affect us on such a profound level, such as its effects on water, what sort of effect could certain frequencies have on beings who are made up of 70% of it? Glad you asked:

The power of sound

But to even consider the veracity of the information included above, you may first want to watch this:

The 14 Universal Laws

Information is tricky. It’s a double-edged sword. Some of us think it’s unfathomable that our government would suppress world-altering technologies. They might if it challenged the supremacy of the petrodollar though:

True? It seems credible, but when asked where the device is now…..


At times it’s hard to tell the difference between information, disinformation and misinformation.

False? The comment section alone for the video below is proof that (real or not) people simply aren’t ready to accept material that challenges what they’ve been told is possible. 

Is 5G actually dangerous? Could it truly have lasting, harmful effects? https://eluxemagazine.com/magazine/dangers-of-5g/

Was 9/11 a terrorist attack or was it a “false flag” operation used to give the United States a “righteous” reason for Bush to push into Iraq and seize its oil assets? Many would say it’s “just another conspiracy theory.” But recently more evidence has been emerging that demolitions could have been used to bring down the Twin Towers: (https://www.dcclothesline.com/2018/12/04/bombshell-evidence-of-9-11-controlled-demolition-to-go-before-special-grand-jury/). And I would be remiss in my duties of a purveyor of weirdness if I did not include the following 9/11 conspiracy theory found here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/9/11_conspiracy_theories#No-planes_theory

Nico Haupt and former chief economist within the Labor Department under the Bush administration, Morgan Reynolds, argue that no planes were used in the attacks. Reynolds claims it is physically impossible that the Boeing planes of Flights 11 and 175 could have penetrated the steel frames of the Towers, and that digital compositing was used to depict the plane crashes in both news reports and subsequent amateur video. “There were no planes, there were no hijackers”, Reynolds insists. “I know, I know, I’m out of the mainstream, but that’s the way it is”. According to David Shayler, “the only explanation is that they were missiles surrounded by holograms made to look like planes”, he says, which would be well beyond the capabilities of contemporaneous hologram technology. “Watch footage frame by frame and you will see a cigar-shaped missile hitting the World Trade Center”. Most no-planes adherents, including Thierry Meyssan and Reynolds, assert that either CGI of a passenger plane was overlaid onto a winged cruise missile or military aircraft, or that computer-generated images of a passenger plane were inserted into the video footage and plane-shaped explosive cut-outs were planted in the buildings in order to create the impression of plane impact.[167][168][169] Some truth movement veterans have repeatedly refuted the “no-plane” claims.[76][170] In fact, discussion of no-plane theories has been banned from certain conspiracy theory websites and advocates have sometimes been threatened with violence by posters at other conspiracy theory websites.[171]

Holograms? CGI compositing? Was the “footage” shown on mainstream media a professional production? Why not? The moon landing was. Right? Again, it depends on who you ask. What circles you run in. It’s just another method through which we decrypt the information we receive. Knowledge isn’t inherently true or false before being subjected to whatever process we prescribe to. They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder. The same can be said of truth (https://personalityhacker.com/truth-is-in-eye-of-beholder/).

To reevaluate your “reality tunnel” (a term coined by American psychologist Timothy Leary), Robert Wilson recommends taking a step back and using Alfred Korzybski’s exercise of General Semantics.

As American author, novelist, essayist, editor, playwright, poet, futurist, and self-described agnostic mystic Robert Anton Wilson once put it, “Every kind of ignorance in the world all results from not realizing that our perceptions are gambles. We believe what we see and then we believe our interpretation of it, we don’t even know we are making an interpretation most of the time. We think this is reality.”

Our perception is our reality. If I think aliens are real, they are. If someone thinks belief in Jesus is the only way to avoid burning in Hell forever, it is. If you think Donald Trump is a victim and a genius, well, so be it. Information becomes knowledge because we vet the source and assimilate it. That knowledge is then subjected to our personal discernment method; a distillation process of sorts. It either gets discarded as a falsehood or accepted as belief. And because we believe the information is trustworthy it becomes our truth as defined by our own intuition. Information becomes knowledge. Knowledge becomes belief. Belief becomes truth.  You know it to be true.

Is Dr. Steven Greer a Reptilian disinformation agent who is here to tell us that all ETs are benevolent so that our guard is down? Which information do you trust? That which says he is, or that which says he isn’t?

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Is David Icke another Reptilian agent who is tasked with telling us what they’re doing? Remember (I’ve said it before and I can’t stress it enough), they have to tell you what they’re doing as part of cosmic law.


I’m not saying either one of these men are “good or bad.” I don’t know them so I can’t make a judgment. Everyone has an agenda though. Including whoever provided the .jpg of Greer and the Skype video of Icke. Are Photoshop and video artifacting the real villains here or are these top community personalities snake-in-the-grass servants of the Cabal? You decide! I’m sure that in order to make up our minds about what’s true and what isn’t we would like to have the full details of whatever it is we’re considering.

Take the Bible in this case. There are many books which exist that have not been included in modern versions. A large portion of modern Christians probably have no idea that certain books revealing hidden information about their faith even exist. Unfortunately, for whatever reason, they didn’t “make the cut.”  There’s the First and Second Books of Adam and Eve, Jubilees, Jasher, 4 Ezra, 2 Baruch, the War Scroll (War of the Sons of Light Against the Sons of Darkness), the Gospel of Philip, the Gospel of Mary Magdalene, the Apocryphon of John, the Gospel of Thomas, the Gospel of Judas, the list goes on. Notably missing as well are the Books of Enoch.

Enoch contains the most references to what we today might refer to as extraterrestrials, UFOs and ascended abilities. Only back then those terms didn’t exist yet. If you want to believe extraterrestrials are “fallen angels” or demons because the Bible is the filter you use to discern information, go for it. It doesn’t mean you’re right, but it is what it is. I am no less guilty of having a conspiratorial mind when inspecting the world around me. I’m a naturally distrustful person because I see the world as a false front. I want to see the wizard behind the curtain working the controls. I have some questions for him.

These books were all excluded from canon because they are never referred to as “scripture.” It seems suspicious, however, that a book written by a man noted as “walking with God” in Genesis is absent from the Good Book. Who decided that it wasn’t worthy of inclusion? It’s almost as if someone didn’t want anything that could be interpreted as extraterrestrial at a later date to be in any way linked to such an influential religious text. In fact, Enoch seems to have been taken bodily into “heaven” by God while still alive, an event that has more than a few parallels to what some envision Ascension will be like.

The story of what is happening to us is evident everywhere. It’s flaunted right before our eyes in plain sight not only with symbolism, music, movies and advertising but sometimes blatantly in an “If you’re too stupid to see this, it’s your fault” kind of way. By being presented with the information that’s shown to us everyday that we are the sheep and not the shepherds (and not acting on it) they take it as consent. Each time you choose not to give weight to what your conscience is saying, each time you look away when something takes you out of your comfort zone, every time you shrug something off as a “conspiracy theory” you are potentially giving them permission to continue doing what they’re doing. Who are they? If you don’t know the answer yet, you might want to go back and read some of my earlier posts.

I won’t say that all of these filters are equally flawed. If you view life through the eyes of a religious zealot there is little hope that you will truly be able to awaken to the more esoteric aspects of this reality. If you chose to see it all from an overly logical “scientific” standpoint you’re just as likely to shrug off anything that can’t be explained. Or worse yet you believe science as we know it today can explain everything. The next time information comes your way that causes your brain to itch in a strange way try considering that it’s because it’s trying to tell you something instead of laughing it off or dismissing it. Try using your intuition instead. It’s part of you. Science and religion are not. We’re capable of taking in information beyond just the five senses. You know this because you’ve had “gut feelings” before. That’s your intuition at work, a gift from your higher self.  If you’re the religious type you might call it the “holy spirit.” That still, small voice.

There is a huge amount of cognitive dissonance in play right now. As long as a source agrees with your personal narrative they’re easy to agree with. Take the “Q” phenomenon for instance as well as popular “truther” YouTubers like Jordan Sather from “Destroying The Illusion.” As long as they stick to material about an evil shadow government that needs to be defeated, as long as patriotism and faith in God (the Christian version was never specified) are espoused the message gets spread because it aligns with what was already considered to be “the truth.” But what happens when the material delves too deeply into the esoteric? Outcry.

In other words it’s glorious to believe in patriotism and exposing corruption in the government and fighting to have suppressed technologies released, but the minute the conversation turns to ET life and UFOs the backlash begins. Why? Because that particular portion of the message doesn’t fit within the confines of certain belief systems.  Q, who is considered a secret hero who fights alongside Trump in this alleged shadow war is liked, retweeted and adored when key words like patriotism, god and prayer are at the forefront. Yet he (she? they?) never said anything about the Bible, Jesus or Christianity. People saw what they wanted to see. Today, December 12th, a Q-related Twitter account posted this series of tweets:

















This particular “Anon” (a term denoting a proponent of the Qanon Internet movement) also tweeted one final message in this series that said only, “ONE LOVE.” So what is Q? Nationalist patriots who are deeply embedded alongside Trump at the highest ranks of our government while championing the exposure of the Deep State and helping POTUS drain the swamp of all the bad actors? Or right-wing conspiracy theorist nutjobs who somehow managed to wrangle gullible conservatives into the Tinfoil Hat Brigade without them even knowing it? As before, it’s probably a little of both. When we highlight and support the portions of a movement we connect with while ignoring or throwing out the parts of it we find unpalatable we’re revealing our propensity for choosing to believe only what we want to. It’s yet another example of how we do so because of pre-established concepts like science and religion.

When the bill was passed in 2005 that stated all Americans would be expected to comply and obtain a REAL ID by 2020 (http://www.ncsl.org/research/transportation/count-down-to-real-id.aspx) what was the reaction? “It’s the mark of the beast from Revelations!” Really? REAL ID is the mark of the beast? All aliens are demons? People who talk about them are the disinformation agents of Satan? And people call me crazy! I am, but that’s not the point.

This is the mark of the beast? Alrighty then.

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I would agree that processing information through the lens of intuition is just another belief system. I admit that it’s the process I use the most when trying to sift the wheat from the chaff. Call it “being sensitive,” being empathic, having a sixth sense. The label doesn’t matter because it all falls under the umbrella of intuition. In the end that’s really all we can do. Process information and assimilate it into our knowledge base using whatever belief system we’ve come to rely on. It doesn’t mean you’re right. It doesn’t mean I’m right. But please don’t choose inaction. The more we look away and refuse to confront the reality we’re in the longer we’re going to remain bound by it.

I don’t mind being presented with information as long as it comes along with proof, but I refuse to be told I must believe something when the evidence offered is based on ideologies or belief systems that are incomplete, unfounded, dated and tainted with someone else’s agenda in mind. Don’t quote the Bible to me and say it’s infallible because it’s the “word of God.” That’s your belief, not mine. Don’t try to use science to explain why something is impossible just because our current level of knowledge isn’t capable of doing so. Don’t tell me I don’t believe in God or that I’m not a patriot because it doesn’t fit your definition of what that means. Information can heal a mind in conflict but it can also tear at the fabric of our sanity. I only hope that when truth presents itself I’ll be able to recognize it. And I wish the same for anyone else as well.

Religion vs Spiritualism.

Once Disclosure happens (and it must happen, eventually), one of the institutions that will become the most ideologically challenged are the world’s religions. I’m not talking about Christianity specifically. I’m talking about every religious institution. It has less to do with belief in a Creator and more to do with the concept of the Messiah narrative that has been attached to that belief. Believing in some singular Source of creation is not, I believe, so difficult for people to accept. It’s this theme of some physical prophet or angelic being descending down from hidden, higher realms and saving us, judging us or changing us. We feel comfortable defending our version of faith but we ignore the glaring fact the religions don’t unite. They divide.

It’s you versus them. Their beliefs versus yours. We’ve fought and killed to impose those beliefs. Ask yourself what separates a religion from a cult. One might say that a religion is more widespread and has more followers and thus it has more legitimacy whereas a cult is usually associated with a secret, clandestine few who partake in strange and foreign practices. But in a vacuum cults and religions essentially function identically. To the layman it seems strange that there are pockets of believers who place stock in the truth of UFO cover-ups, a Secret Space Program, suppressed technologies, a non-terrestrial Human presence throughout the universe, the Cabal/Deep State, a galactic slave trade, black magic/Satanic Ritual Abuse rooted in a terrestrial pedophelia pandemic, etc.

But is it not equally strange to believe in magic that can transmute matter (water to wine), control of the elements (the burning bush and parting of the Red Sea), defying the laws of physics (walking on water), and coming back to life (resurrection)? You might say, “Well those weren’t magic! Those were miracles!” Why? Because the God of the Bible is the one who cast the spell? Is that what lends those stories more credibility? In the eyes of the faithful, yes. Because such tales and stories are inexorably linked with obedience to one’s faith. If you don’t believe them, you’re not a good disciple. We are able to accept such things when viewed through the lens of faith because it’s preferable to being labeled as a non-believer.

Science is the same way. When something unlikely (such as us being all alone in this vast universe) is refracted through the lens of science the effect is the same, only in this case the “faithful” are the scientists who cleave to their belief system just as fervently as the Catholic who clutches a rosary during Sunday mass. In many cases they are no less indoctrinated than a person who thinks that because they have a PhD their opinions mean more than those who don’t. How can this be the case when virtually everything that has been taught to us through the education system is equally distorted through the lens of misinformation? We are in the middle of the discovery process, not at the end. Therefore the whole of science as a belief system is flawed because it isn’t complete yet.

Religion and science both fall victim to this fallacy. That isn’t to say that both systems are devoid of worth. But they both share the same spirit of zealotry and aren’t always rooted in fact or truth (despite what they claim). So what’s the difference between being “spiritual” and following some kind of religious doctrine? I remember a time when I was young when I used to become angry when someone said, “I’m not religious. I am spiritual though.” I used to laugh and think, “Way to commit there, bruh.” But having had the benefit of time and life experience I now get it. At the very least I find it hard to believe that there are people in this world who genuinely reject the idea of intelligent design. They cling firmly to the belief that we are all just accidents of nature. But that begins to break down when they’re asked how we all came into being.

It all started with the Big Bang, they say. Well, it’s called the “Big Bang Theory” first of all. Two big rocks smashed together and everything came from that. OK, well, where did those two big rocks come from? And where did the space that they traveled through come from? And what force propelled them towards each other? Even if that hypothesis is true, what are the odds that these giant bodies (given the estimated size of the known, observable universe) were able to meet in such a fashion? Are we to believe that the only two things in existence at that time were somehow able to directly collide with each other and fulfill their purpose across the vast gulf of space without some sort of outside guidance? It doesn’t add up.

In the Bible it says God created everything in seven days. The argument being that a “day” to God could be several millions of years, though that hasn’t stopped some people from insisting that the Earth is only 4,000 years old.  Logic is not welcome in such debates. But science is no better when it continues to supporting the idea of a “Big Bang.”

“The Big Bang Theory” is….woops, wrong picture. It’s a great show. You should watch it!

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So, maybe “being spiritual” is something between faith and logic? Human beings are deeply intuitive creatures. For the most part I believe that we feel there is some force greater than ourselves at work in the universe. We may not know exactly what that force is or what to call it, but we know it’s there. People who feel that this is false are statistically in the minority. They are at the extreme end of the spectrum of logic i.e. “If there is no empirical proof of god, he doesn’t exist.” In statistics there is something known as the “68-95-99.7 rule” more colloquially known as the “empirical rule.” It’s essentially a way to calculate statistically whether something is occurring within the normal bell curve of probability.

The Big Bang scenario does not fit within that model. The likelihood of such an event occurring on its own, naturally and with no outside influence, are so astronomically improbable as to be practically impossible. The types of people who believe in the Big Bang, but not in intelligent design, tend to be the same individuals who believe that when you die that’s it. Do not pass Go. Do not collect $200. It may be because of their upbringing, a trauma they experienced or simply arrogance-the idea that there is no greater power than oneself.

Whatever the case, being “spiritual” is a much broader concept than being religious. My own personal definition of being spiritual is that I believe in an infinite Creator who wanted to experience duality and thus everything is part of the One. Time was a concept created for beings who are only able to perceive it linearly, therefore the question “Where did the One come from?” is moot.  That being the case I don’t believe in Heaven or Hell, the Devil vs God (at least in the Biblical sense), but I do believe in good and evil and I do believe there is an afterlife. Ultimately, for better or worse, the Creator is responsible for everything: life and death (sorry, but sin isn’t the reason we die), good and evil, joy sadness and everything in between. In my opinion it’s infantile believe that some sort of “ultimate evil” boogeyman figure is responsible for making me say and do all the shitty things I have. I did those things. No one made me do it. Perhaps, subconsciously, we are trying to avoid karmic retribution when we move on to the next life by pinning the blame on the Devil. But I’m rehashing stuff here. For a deeper explanation feel free to read my earlier post, “God, Hell and the Afterlife.”


Being spiritual isn’t limited to believing in spirit guides, angels or ancestor spirits. Many people worship and conjure a lot of dark things in an attempt to gain wealth, power and fame. SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse) is a rampant practice that involves blood rites, pedophelia, human sacrifice and black “money magic.” Regardless of whether it works or not, it is a proven fact that people believe it’s effective otherwise they wouldn’t do it. Some people worship nature or Mother Gaia. They believe Earth is a feminine consciousness that is moving through an Ascension process right along with us. No doubt there are people who practice magic (again, regardless of whether it works or not) like Wiccans and modern-day druids. I am no less guilty of having my own beliefs as outlined above. I believe ETs exist, that ghosts are real and that we have creatures and beings coexisting right here on Earth with us who operate unseen just outside of the spectrum of light that we can perceive with our limited senses. Call them interdimensional, multidimensional, fairies, boggarts, sprites, pixies, brownies, deiform spirits…those are all just words trying to describe an unexplained phenomenon. Again, I cover this more extensively in my previous post, “Are ghosts real?”


I believe in a higher spiritual plane. Some of us can access it now, some of us can’t. So in that respect my beliefs are no more or less valid than the next person (even those who espouse the virtues of a messiah figure or the supposed ubiquity of science). When Disclosure happens there will be people who refuse to accept their new reality. When we learn that we are not unique and special snowflakes. We did not hit some sort of “life lottery” on Earth while literally trillions of other planets remained barren of intelligent denizens. If ET arrives, what does that mean for Jesus? Is the Bible all a lie? Or did it contain information we needed to have in order to reach this point? What does it mean for all of Earth’s Christians, Buddhists, Hindus, Muslims and Scientologists?

Does this mean that Xenu didn’t really stack billions of us in a giant volcano and kill us with hydrogen bombs? Does this mean Jesus won’t come down on a cloud and bodily abscond with his faithful directly into Heaven to be in God’s presence? Every religion has its version of the End Times or The Apocalypse. But the word “apocalypse” simply means “a disclosure of knowledge” not “the end of the world.” Even the word “revelation” (in reference to the Book of Revelations in the Bible) means “a surprising and previously unknown fact, especially one that is made known in a dramatic way.” Some Christians even say the world will now “end” in 2028 (https://2028end.com/).

Why is it that Christians are so eager for the world to “end” anyway? Christ’s return is directly linked this event in the Bible. His return marks the beginning of the End Times. And that’s….good? I suppose for the people who believe that if they go to church every Sunday and tithe it is. That means they will fly up into heaven with him and won’t have to deal with the stuff the rest of us heathens will. People can believe what they want. That’s the beauty of free will. I believe in weird things too but I don’t tell people that if they don’t believe what I believe then God is going to burn them alive in a fiery pit for all eternity. Human beings are not perfect, but that punishment seems a tad harsh especially when you consider that the ability to question and choose is presumably a privilege bestowed upon us by Him in the first place. Personally, I don’t buy into the constant negative reinforcement of being told: YOU ARE BAD. YOU ARE A SINNER. ACCEPT JESUS TO AVOID A HORRIBLE FATE!

Really? Those are my only options? Accept Jesus or burn forever? How about neither? How about I decide all by myself what I believe without harming or threatening anyone with awful punishments? In the end I believe that people should practice whatever they want as long as it doesn’t harm anyone, including themselves. Believe in something that makes you a better person, not someone who is self-righteous and judgmental. I only cite Christianity here because that’s the only “alternative” I am familiar with. I can’t comment as much on other belief systems. Still, I do go to church. The Bible’s basic message is close enough to what I believe that it’s all I really have: “Don’t be a dick.”

Fortunately most of the churchgoers I know are well-meaning and kind people. But I have known some true hypocrites, too. People who act one way while in the House of God yet act entirely different elsewhere. It’s not just Christians, there are terrible Buddhists, terrible Muslims, and terrible Atheists, too. People can be terrible all by themselves without any religious, political or ideological attachments at all. Even though I used to roll my eyes when people announced that they were “spiritual but not religious” now I am the one on the receiving end. Religious faithful tend to view this as a cop-out, as if it’s not specific enough to have any legitimacy. We are all on a spiritual journey though. My views are not set in stone. If Jesus really did come down on a cloud and a bunch of us suddenly disappeared you can be damn sure I would suddenly be a believer. If I do end up in Hell because I don’t believe Jesus is the one true way to salvation, that’s my bad. I own it. But I absolutely will not be shamed, bullied or condescended to in an effort to force such a belief on me.

But would it be the same if a bunch of UFOs hovered in our skies in a non-aggressive display that announced, without questions, that we are not alone in the universe? I don’t know. I think some people are so deeply entrenched in their beliefs that if this scenario presented itself they would commit suicide. Let me be clear: When Disclosure happens (whatever form that takes) there will be mass suicides. Many will simply be unable to accept the reality. In fact, SSP insider Randy Kramer claims to still have his ear to the door on many classified meetings where there is a debate on whether Disclosure should come in the form of a “false flag” alien invasion or not.

On one hand, yes, it would solve multiple problems all at once: it’s fast, efficient, brutal, unifying and leaves no doubt that aliens exist when you see them blowing up whole cities on the six o’clock news. On the other hand….how many millions if not billions of lives would be lost just for the sake of having Disclosure? Are we as a social memory complex willing to authorize such a loss of life? I say no. As much as I want Disclosure to happen (soon and in a way that leaves no doubt as to what’s happening) it can’t be done at the cost of human lives. Period.

The idea is that the government has some plan in place whereby they could stage a fake alien invasion (called a “false flag operation”) either using existing holographic tech they have kept secret or by conscripting an actual negative race of ETs to do it as part of a “service for trade” type of arrangement. Either way, it couldn’t be done unless a certain level of “shock and awe” accompanied it. Without massive casualties, fewer people would take it as seriously and might even try to pass it off as some sort of hoax if the scale was too small. The event would need to be devastating on a global scale. Cities would be razed to the ground, resources plundered and a large percentage of our population wiped out.

Unfortunately, that seems to have been part of the Cabal’s plan all along: to decrease the population while eliminating the weak as the strong rise to the top of corpse heap. This is the New World Order they want. This is how they solve our finite resource problem and ensure their continued dominance. This is not the Disclosure we want. In that scenario, ultimately, a benevolent “human-looking” ET race would then swoop down and save us all (according to Kramer’s version of the plan). They would come with aid, technology and knowledge. It’s likely that part of the narrative would be that they couldn’t reveal themselves unless a catastrophic event occurred. This might be true, but would that also mean that the Elite has had a “good” ET race on retainer to play the White Knight in this melodrama? That’s a frightening thought.

There is no doubt in my eyes that some sort of unseen, spiritual war is taking place. How that plays out in our reality, or what effects we’re seeing as a result of it, who can know? I have already said I don’t believe in the “traditional” idea of God vs the Devil but I did say that I believe in good vs evil. While I may not personally believe in Satan as personage, I do believe in the power given over to the belief in him and I do believe in Satan as a force that is antithetical to anything born of love or good will. In a supposed exchange with a government insider Adam Riva on his YouTube channel “Dauntless Dialogue” recounts a conversation he had with this person. It contains some disturbing information involving a currency reset, the compromising of our government agencies and even claims that both James Comey and Robert Mueller are “Satanic scumbags.” Bold statements, indeed. Have a look:

Even Riva says to take all of this with a grain of salt, but if it’s true we should all be moving to higher ground, stocking up on six to eight months worth of food and keeping our firearms well oiled. As with everything, we must each practice our own discernment in deciding whether any of the information has value. I will say, personally, that I have been a strong proponent of gun control. But more and more I have begun to wonder if incidents like the Tree of Life synagogue, the Las Vegas shooting, Sandy Hook and Columbine were staged by the Deep State in order to disarm more Americans so that we would be less of a threat to them should they somehow turn on the citizenry. The statistics have shown a disheartening upturn of such happenings in recent years: https://www.washingtonpost.com/graphics/2018/national/mass-shootings-in-america/?utm_term=.9a25604258bf

About two months ago the one year anniversary of the Las Vegas shooting came and went with hardly any mention of it in the mainstream media. It was the largest mass shooting in United States history. What happened to the outrage? Where are the exposés digging into who the shooter was? Can you remember their name without Googling it? How is this mass murderer not a household name now even though John Wayne Gacy, Ted Bundy and Jeffrey Dahmer have their own movies? Could it be that it was an event orchestrated by the Cabal to keep our mass consciousness off-balance?

And when it failed to have the impact they wanted, what happened? It was forgotten. The story was abandoned and dropped like a hot potato. Has the modus operandi of the perpetrators worn so thin that we are now desensitized to it so much that they will have no choice but to escalate their efforts even further next time in order to elicit the response they want? The mainstream media is not only being controlled, but also controls us by reporting only on what fits within the overall agenda of the Elite. They are all in the pocket of a power structure that wants to suppress our ability to think for ourselves. Now they are the Boy Who Cried Wolf. They’ve played the same hand so many times that they will now be forced to up their game. What lengths will they go to next?

Godspeed, “Yellow Vests.”

So it seems that not only is there a war for our souls playing itself out, there is a war for our attention as well. Even as I type this blog post there are riots in France as its people protest President Emmanuel Jean-Michel Frédéric Macron’s leadership. When the news first broke many were hard pressed to find much mainstream media coverage of them. Only the “alternative media,” of which I proudly consider myself a part of, seemed to be giving it the attention it needs. And even then information and details were scarce. Why wasn’t this all over social media? Was a blackout in place? Now, of course, the incidents are too numerous to keep quiet and, finally, it’s being addressed.

As for the contest between religion and spiritualism, well, it’s less of a conflict about which one has more value and more a matter of what it means to you. Has following the tenets of a religion made you a better or worse person? If it has made you a better person (and by that I mean a person who doesn’t harm themselves or others through their practices) then by all means, continue. And if being spiritual and respecting several different belief systems equally (while committing to none of them in particular) has opened your eyes and brought you to a new place of understanding and peace in your life, go you!

Science, religion, politics…they’re all just belief systems. But I challenge you to look at your own beliefs and ask yourself: “Am I hurting anyone?” Does your religion demand that you sacrifice animals? You might want to question if such a practice is ethical. Do your beliefs ask you to kill infidels and blow up innocent people? I would propose that perhaps you should seek counsel among your brethren who don’t participate in such things. If you’ve ever waved a homemade banner at a protest that says “God Hates Fags” because you think such beliefs are supported in your holy literature, or because the sci-fi author who created your religion believed that homosexuals are criminals, I reckon you are in deep need of spiritual counseling. Are you an “Eye for eye” type of person, or a “Do unto others” type of person? Or a little of both, since both tenets originated from the same source? It can all be quite confusing. But does something written in a book, or on a scroll, or passed down through generations via spoken word give us license to act in accordance with it even when it causes irreparable harm to someone else? Thinking like that sets a dangerous precedent. It has a way of weaponizing personal beliefs and twisting existing doctrine to suit almost any personal agenda, as explored here:

In the video above the viewer follows accounts of physical and sexual abuse at the hands of two separate cults (one Mormon and one Christian) which either justify the treatment of its members based upon their interpretation of the Bible or use its teachings to intimidate the victims into remaining silent about the horrors inflicted on them under the threat of being ostracized then going to Hell after they died alone. They had to suffer like Christ suffered. I don’t know about you but I’ve never heard of anyone from the Church of the Flying Spaghetti Monster talk about nailing him to a piece of wood because it was necessary for him to die in order to break some sort of karmic death curse.

Shout out to FSM. May your pasta be ever al dente.

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Yet when it comes to manufactured, clearly man-made belief systems such as Scientology hardly any information about it can be found that seems positive. It’s main “messiah figure” is….Tom Cruise? The entire organization is run by a sociopath named David Miscavige whose own wife, Shelly, hasn’t been seen in public since 2007. Police have talked to someone claiming to be her but I fail to see how that has allayed suspicions about her whereabouts and well-being. Horror stories about their members enduring physical and psychological torture or being separate from their families when they challenge the “church’s” authority abound. The entire narrative of Xenu, a clearly fictional being created by fiction author L. Ron Hubbard has never been openly discussed by any of its members.

In fact, they become upset and don’t even acknowledge that it’s a part of their belief system (while carefully avoiding statements that discredit it). Look, I’ll be the first to admit that I think aliens are real. But here we are talking about a cult who believes in a being created by a sci-fi author, with a major movie star as its frontman and run by an abusive misogynist who has been implicated in multiple disappearances and at least one murder. Truth is often stranger than fiction they say. When they want the benefits of a business they seem to be able to make a case for it, and when they want the benefits of being a religious organization they are awarded those as well. When those “rights” may potentially be denied they threaten a law suit. They are, in fact, one of the most litigious entities that I am personally aware of as was the case for former Church of Scientology member Michelle Leclair, a successful insurance salesperson, when she sought a divorce from her abusive husband and pursued a romantic relationship with a close female friend.

Even after contributing millions of dollars of her own money to its cause, the church tried to destroy her by pinning the crimes of her business partner (another church member) on her so that she took the fall for his indiscretions. And fall she did. Not only was she found liable for defrauding clients she was found guilty in a civil suit as well. It speaks volumes about the lengths to which religious zealots will go in order to protect their own interests.

Luckily, Scientology has been on the decline for years but it does make me wonder what kind of dirt they have on Tom Cruise that has caused him to so exuberantly represent them all this time. I’ll be honest with you, I despise Scientology because it’s neither a religion nor a science. It’s some sort of bastard half-breed that I make an exception for when saying that I respect all belief systems equally. By no means am I saying all Scientologists are bad. But they operate so similarly to those in the Elite and those who practice Satanic Ritual Abuse that it makes me wonder if L. Ron Hubbard wanted a slice of Illuminati pie all for himself and that’s what inspired him to create this bizarre and toxic “religion.”

Hubbard was once quoted as saying, “*You don’t get rich writing science fiction. If you want to get rich, you start a religion.” So it’s a wonder to me how the Scientology movement has garnered so many followers. Not just anyone can join, it seems. If you’re poor, good luck affording its $4,000 introductory collection of books or its $800 an hour “auditing” sessions that help you achieve a “Clear” state; that is, the state in which “a being who no longer has his own reactive mind, the hidden source of irrational behavior, unreasonable fears, upsets and insecurities.” If it sounds like science fiction, that’s because it is*.

There are harmful beliefs and there are helpful ones. Some are born of belief in a messiah, a deity, a demigod or even a pantheon of gods. Others stem from a more general belief that we are all connected to some Infinite Creator source. Many of us believe in nothing, and that’s fine because such a standpoint does not add or subtract anything in the grand scheme of things. I disagree, but I respect it. We are all guilty to one degree or another of the phenomenon known as metanoia, the process by which we convince ourselves that something is true even though it isn’t. Catholics, for instance, are taught that they must confess their sins to God via someone who ostensibly acts as His earpiece. The belief is that through a priest God is receiving our confession and in this way we are advised on what steps to take to absolve of us of these sins. Is it true? That’s subjective. But regardless of whether it is or isn’t the belief that it’s true is a core tenet of Catholicism just as it’s true for Christians that Christ is the only way to avoid eternal damnation.

It isn’t just weak-minded or desperate people who get pulled into cults, religions or belief systems that traumatize or exploit its followers. We are all vulnerable to corruption or making poor decisions based on the trust we put in our beliefs. Even the Dalai Lama was convinced to come speak at a NXIVM event in exchange for a donation to a charity of his choosing which numbered in the millions of dollars. Don’t believe me, believe this: https://artvoice.com/2018/06/16/further-questions-about-the-dalai-lamas-million-dollar-visit-to-nxivm-sex-cult/. NXIVM required members to be branded in a literal master/slave relationship. Even former “Smallville” actress Allison Mack was seduced by the machinations of the group’s leader Keith Raniere and recruited women to pledge themselves to the cause as concubines of Raniere who insisted that they refer to him as “Vanguard.”

It doesn’t end there either. The more closely you examine Raniere and his ties to the more affluent elements of upper echelon society you begin to uncover how his methodology is inspired by SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse) and MK Ultra style conditioning of his “slaves.” Allison Mack even posted several pictures and references to Marina Abramović on her social media. Abramović is an “artist” who is intimately connected to the entire “Pedogate” fiasco and has been extensively photographed with many celebrities who some claim are members of the Illuminati including Gwen Stefani, Kim Kardashian, Jay Z and Lady Gaga (to name a few).

Every day the idea that we are unclean, dirty, unworthy, ugly and unloved is beaten into our collective consciousness so much that we have come to believe it. It’s not true, but it has been reiterated as fact so often that we accept it as such. Belief systems function in much the same way. When you hear your whole life that Jesus died and was resurrected and that’s he’s coming back someday to save us from our wickedness you tend to take it as fact. Objectivity is lost. Some might even refer to this as a form of brainwashing. I’m no different. I choose to believe in things that are equally strange and unlikely although in my case it is largely a recently adopted point of view. In fact, some people in the circles I run in suggest that Jesus is himself an extraterrestrial!

Christ exhibited many of the “ascended” types of abilities discussed in the Esoteric Community. He is largely considered to be one of the Ascended Masters along with Confucius and Buddha. Is it true? Who knows? But it’s a movie I’d pay money to see!

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With the rampant negativity that already exists in our day-to-day lives we should each starting peering inward and examining not only why we believe something but whether those beliefs are causing harm to anyone. I think it’s clear that I don’t mean, “They don’t believe in Jesus, and that hurts my heart, so it’s harmful!” Yet if that is the case, if you are in physical distress because someone doesn’t believe in your savior/god/great spirit/creator source, maybe it’s time to start re-evaluating your way of thinking. Because whether you are “religious” or “spiritual” is less important than your actions.  Actions are what define us. What we do when no one else is looking is what forms who you really are. If you take part in activities publicly or privately that (no matter what your chosen belief system is) introduce more pain, negativity, bigotry and disunity than what already exists in the world are you going to continue doing it because it’s what you’ve done all your life? Or are you going to change and bring more love, acceptance and oneness to the table?

Don’t Expect A Press Conference.

When the day comes that we finally, collectively awaken to the fact that we are not alone in the universe I feel with almost 100% certainty that it will not have been because Donald Trump (or whomever is President of the United States at the time) called a press conference at the White House to break the news to us. Nor do I feel that such an announcement will come from any other world leader.

My honest feeling is that the “powers that be” have constructed a puzzle for us to put together, possibly even in consort with benevolent ETs. There is always this overriding sentiment that we are waiting on them to disclose everything: the existence of ETs, the suppression of advanced technologies, our hidden history, the controls we have had to endure, the atrocities that have been imposed on us, etc. More and more I’m beginning to believe that they are waiting on us.  Seems backwards, doesn’t it? I feel like the truth is that this is the only way it can be done. Perhaps it’s a combination of avoiding karmic entanglement, cosmic law and governing of free will.

There is often talk in the Esoteric Community about putting humanity on track to the most “optimal temporal timeline.” This suggests that we may never reach a point where humanity can evolve likes it needs to in order to become part of the greater cosmic collective; that there is a possibility where, despite the efforts of our cosmic cousins, our social potentiality may skew us into a future where our illusion of freedom is infringed upon even more than it is now. What if we simply can’t be saved?

The more likely scenario is that both timelines will exist simultaneously. The idea of a “multiverse” has been extensively explored in all kinds of media. Who can forget the “Mirror, Mirror” episode of the original Star Trek series wherein members of the crew try to beam back to the Enterprise during an ion storm only to find that when they materialize they find themselves in a dark, alternate reality where everyone is evil? It was an iconic moment that suggested that time and space were fluid and could be changed based on certain factors, as evidenced by “Evil Spock,” a cold and suspicious version of the normal Mr. Spock who at one point intends to kill Captain Kirk for delaying the carrying out of Starfleet’s orders.

What makes this version of Spock seem so sinister? The goatee, of course!

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The DC Comics TV shows like Arrow, The Flash and Supergirl which air on CW have featured a number of “alternate reality” episodes including an entire crossover event that featured Nazi versions of some of our favorite heroes.

Note the not so subtle “SS” symbols on the villainous versions of the show’s stars.

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Comics are also a favorite medium through which artists and writers explore alternate realities. Look no further than the Star Wars comic in which Luke Skywalker gets corrupted by the Emperor and turns to the dark side.

“I can feeeeeel your anger!”

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And why is it than in these “alternate timelines” it’s always worse than the “normal” one? In the X-Men comics someone goes back in time and assassinates Professor X resulting in a future ruled by the mutant villain Apocalypse in a society driven by a “survival of the fittest” mind set.

“Age of Apocalypse” features heroes turned villains, but also villains as heroes.

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Could there be other timelines spinning themselves out without us ever being aware of them? Who can say? We are a species of imagination but we are also a species of rules and limits. Some of us may not think such a thing is possible, because, well….it takes too much energy to maintain something like that….right? And who (or what), pray tell, is supposed to be expending all this energy managing this infinite number of timelines? God? Doesn’t He have better things to do? In our minds, such a convoluted scenario would come at some sort of energetic cost. Such an engine would have to run on something. But does not the universe already run and function seemingly on its own fairly well anyway?

So, yes, perhaps when the time comes for us as a species to evolve, to Ascend, not all of us are going to go along for the ride. Some of us will get “Left Behind.” Refer to the book series of the same name and you’ll read a story about how massive numbers of humans simply vanish (presumably “raptured,” a term never actually used in the Bible) while the ones who didn’t qualify (i.e. those who didn’t have enough faith in God) get…well, you know….to deal with a dark world that is lead by the Antichrist (another term that doesn’t actually exist in the “Good Book”) as he tries to form one “Global Community” with himself as its sole Potentate.

Ok, you got me. That’s Damien from the Omen movies, not Nicolae Carpathia. But look how evil!

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In that scenario the rest of us would, I assume, go on to experience a glorious future of expanded consciousness, advanced technologies, cosmic travels and a boost in genetic evolution. Sounds great, but does that mean those that don’t make the cut are screwed? This subject was briefly discussed by a panel on a YouTube video (the link to which, for the life of me, I cannot find) as they posited that it could be that these people would have such an event wiped from their minds so as not to experience depression for not being “chosen.” But what if mom and dad go on this fantastic journey while little Billy and little Susie get dumped back on some rock a million light years away? Do they get their minds wiped of the memory of their own parents? Who takes care of them? Because in a scenario like that families are going to get separated.

The theory is that (should it actually play out like this) those people wouldn’t be on Earth at all. Because Earth is shifting into fourth density right along with the rest of us. Sorry, but a third density being (which is what we are now) cannot live on a fourth density planet. Luckily, even for those of us who get “left behind,” it’s unlikely that our new ET buddies would just fly away while flipping the B-team off in their rear view mirrors. In fact, I believe what this panel of individuals said is that these people would essentially need to start at square one with learning about many of the things that us “tinfoil hat” folks have already accepted.  But make no mistake, it won’t be on Earth. I would like to think that, as traumatic as that sounds, these beings have all the tools in place they need to ensure it’s as smooth a transition as possible.

Don’t expect an announcement on CNN saying, “Trump discloses aliens exist!” It’s never going to happen. I feel that a couple of scenarios are possible:

  1. It will be announced by NASA. As much as it seems like they are committed to the “slow disclosure” model, there always exists the possibility that their hand will be forced and they’ll have no choice but to spill the beans. It could happen because of some type of evidence we haven’t seen yet. Because, God knows, after thousands of photos, videos, insider testimony and mass sightings they’ve remained remarkably quite.
  2. We will experience a “mass landing” event. I’ve said before that this probably won’t happen as it could easily be misconstrued as an act of aggression. But if our world governments won’t do it and we as Earth’s citizens have not woken up enough, it may be they who have no other choice. What if some sort of ecological disaster takes place that we can’t handle? What if, God forbid, Kim Jong Un has a bad day and decides, “Fuck it” and starts WWIII? What if Trump does it?! ETs have already proved that they are willing to disable and destroy our nuclear ordinance. I think it’s highly likely that if someone did “push the button” they could easily disable every nuke on the planet simultaneously.
  3. Disclosure has already happened. I mean…are we not in the middle of it already? Has the DOD not already released official videos of exotic craft that by its own admission cannot be identified? Is not the “To The Stars Academy” founded by ex-Blink 182 frontman Tom DeLonge a government sanctioned mouthpiece for its version of disclosure? Are we not weekly, if not daily, receiving increasingly suggestive articles about the Moon, Mars and the Antarctic that they hold undiscovered mysteries?
  4. We are the disclosure. Maybe it has been our mass consciousness guiding this movement all along. Maybe one day we will all wake up and go, “Yep.” And suddenly things that seemed previously impossible will no longer seem silly. Maybe a consciousness shift, like the government’s slow-drip disclosure method, is going to be a long, protracted event that simply needs to happen naturally without any interference finally culminating at some distant point in the future where we mature mentally and spiritually overnight. Unlikely? Sure. Possible….uh……?
  5. Full disclosure will take decades to happen, if at all. After all, for years (at least as long as I have been following this movement) everyone keeps saying, “Any day now disclosure is coming!” But is it? Many people thought it was going to happen in 2012 at the end of the Mayan calendar. Some said it would happen in 2016 when Trump shocked the world and won the Presidency. Then they said 2017 for sure! Wait, no….2018 definitely! Well, it’s now December and, while there is some testimony scheduled to take place in few days concerning the Clinton Foundation, I fail to see how that would trigger any sort of disclosure event (unless it’s a disclosure that Hillary and John Podesta actually were involved in a child sex trafficking ring accompanied by the unsealing of the 40,000 plus mass indictments…a man can dream…). That is, if Trump himself doesn’t end up behind bars in light of the recent headlines stating that his lawyer Michael Cohen lied to federal investigators about Trump’s financial interests in Russia.

Remember that episode where Hillary was an evil witch who ate human flesh and abused and sacrificed kids to Moloch? What’s that you say? That’s not from a TV show? Oh. But seriously, Google “Frazzledrip” and tell me it doesn’t turn your stomach.

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I’m getting off topic (as is my wont) but if December 5th proves to be as momentous as Q has hinted (you all know Q, right?) then the meme that Trump recently retweeted may not be as far from reality as some believe.

Now this is something I can see us getting a press conference together for. But for disclosure? I just don’t think it’s in the cards. There is one key figure missing from this meme. Oh, yeah. Trump.

As I said before, insiders have been saying for years that Disclosure is just around the corner. Then, when it fails to meet some sort of imaginary deadline, it always gets moved up and the timeline gets altered. The reason always seems to be that “it’s a complex issue” or “the Cabal is trying every last trick in the book to retain power” (weren’t they defeated?) or that “everything is in place, but the timing must be right.” Well, when will that be? No one seems to know. Which is odd, because it is believed that these beings can travel not only through space but time as well. Does this not mean they would know the date of disclosure? It’s a frustrating process. Still I wish Disclosure would happen “sooner” rather than “later.” Whatever that means in a context where the concept of time itself may just be an illusion.

And as with all things we are asked to have patience. To have faith. To believe.  It’s the carrot and the stick. Just keep trudging along and good things will come. Look, I would love it if Trump got up in front of a podium and led off with something like this:

“Today the American people, along with the world, are finally going to learn the truth about whether we are alone in the universe or not. For national security reasons, the United States government and our allies around the world have kept hidden the fact that we are, in fact, not alone….”

It’s a pipe dream, I know. And I’m sure there actually are valid reasons why they have had to keep it a secret. But the government is supposed to work for us. “We the people” have elected them to govern our nation. Trump, as much as I dislike him as a president and as a person, promised during his commencement speech that “We are transferring power from Washington, D.C. and giving it back to you, the people.” That’s as it should be, because our they are supposed to work for us.  In fact, our right to bear arms was granted not so that we can defend ourselves from robbers and criminals (or even to hunt wild game). The right to bear arms was granted to us originally so that should our own government rise up against us we had the means to fight and take back power.

“A well regulated militia being necessary to the security of a free state, the right of the people to keep and bear arms shall not be infringedas it says in the Constitution. A militia is described as:

  • a military force that is raised from the civil population to supplement a regular army in an emergency.
  • a military force that engages in rebel or terrorist activities, typically in opposition to a regular army.
  • all able-bodied civilians eligible by law for military service

Now, I’m not suggesting that we rise up against our military in a violent manner. But I am suggesting that we can peacefully speak out against the suppression of information and demand Disclosure. It would take a massive movement though. A “million man march” style public display. Something that gets the attention of those in power by hitting them where it hurts the most. Imagine for a moment organizing a national “walk out day” where everyone who wants Disclosure left their job for an hour and peacefully protested the government UFO cover-up and suppression of information.

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Google employees did it. It happened during the “Black Lives Matter” movement. Even people in support of the #MeToo movement organized peaceful walk-outs. Did any of those people lose their job? Not that I heard, but it’s possible. An organized walk-out isn’t quitting however, it is most often associated with dissatisfaction in one’s workplace. Yet, “a walkout can also mean the act of leaving a place of work, school, a meeting, a company, or an organization, especially if meant as an expression of protest or disapprovalaccording to Wikipedia and should be protected under “freedom of speech” and “freedom of association.”

Certainly there would be a risk that one could be terminated for such a display. And there of course could be no guarantee that it would be seen by employers as a “valid” reason for such a protest (especially if it’s costing them money). But sometimes risks must be taken in order to affect real change. And in the end perhaps the scenario where we are the ones who bring about Disclosure is the one we should be putting our energy into.

Because as much as this community appreciates the efforts of figures like Dr. Stephen Greer, David Wilcock and Linda Moulton Howe and others, they are not prophets and should not be unwittingly deified as “the chosen ones.” While they have certainly raised awareness about the discourse of Disclosure, ultimately the burden cannot be put on the shoulders of the few. A truth this momentous and this monumental must be supported by the strength of all of us who are tired of being lied to, used and ignored.

The Shame Factor.

I’ve talked a lot previously about what a lonely state of being it can be to have such a deep interest in the things I’ve discussed and about some of the things I believe. I’ve talked a lot about what constitutes “proof” and how we relate to information as it pertains to the origin of said information (Is the source trustworthy?). As human beings we need “evidence.” And I will be the first to admit that if someone came to me and said, “I believe the world, along with humans was created by fairies. Elves exist and they use magic to hide themselves from us. Oh, and get this! Gnomes created our entire financial system!” I’d be like, “Wow! This person is batshit insane!” Because that scenario sounds to me much like what the scenario I have described must sound to the average person. I wouldn’t wonder what their source was. I wouldn’t be open to even hearing why they believe it. It’s fucking crazy, ok? And maybe that makes me a hypocrite.

But the big difference between the hypothetical worldview I laid out above and the many coming changes I believe humanity is about to experience is that (thank God!) I am not alone. Much of what I believe comes from years of societal observation and, yes, reading and watching interviews, documentaries, etc. But there is a source I trust above all others and that source is my own intuition. If someone told me, “Dude! Harry Potter is part of a secret program to acclimate us to the idea that magic is real! JK Rowling, if you trace her lineage is a descendent of King Arthur who was really….get this….an acolyte of Merlin the Magician!” I think I would throw up out of my ass. I mean, it sounds great as a short story, but I couldn’t help but laugh if it actually happened. So why haven’t I reacted the same way to the information I’ve absorbed about ETs, UFOs, the Cabal, the Secret Space Program, the Ascension, NESARA, etc.?

Because I trust my intuition. My entire life I have been an extremely intuitive person. It has made me a person who has a great shoulder to lean on and who can offer words I know another person needs to hear, but it has also allowed me to in many cases be highly manipulative. I’m not proud of it, but it is what it is. Folks in the Esoteric Community talk a lot about the Higher Self (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Higher_self). This is a concept that has existed in one form or another in nearly every culture imaginable. Christians might call it the Holy Spirit (that still, small voice that tells us right from wrong). Buddhists document this idea in the Nirvana Sutra, or Mahāyāna Mahāparinirvāṇa Sūtra (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mah%C4%81y%C4%81na_Mah%C4%81parinirv%C4%81%E1%B9%87a_S%C5%ABtra). Muslims express this idea via the notion of al-Insān al-Kāmil  (the six organs) while in Hinduism they speak of Jiva, or “individual self” which teaches that the higher self, or Atman is not an object possessed by an individual, but rather that the self is the subject which perceives (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jiva).  Some may call intuition by a different name; their spirit guide, their guardian angel or even just purely and simply their soul.

I believe the things I do because my higher self tells me it’s true. It really is that simple. When I hear something and it sounds like a lie, 9 times out of 10 I just….know. We all have an internal lie detector but mine (and I’m not trying to sound special) is extremely accurate. The opposite is true as well. When I hear truth, it resonates with me. I recognize it as clearly as ripples on the surface of a pond. It also makes me a pretty good judge of character; I know almost immediately whether someone can be trusted or not. And I don’t have to be in the same room to get that “intuitive hit.” Example: I largely believe what people like Corey Goode, David Wilcock and Emery Smith have to say about this phenomena. But guys like Andrew Basiago and Randy Kramer…I get a red flag. I can’t quite put my finger on it but my intuition says not to trust everything they say even though much of it is the same thing other people have been saying for years. To truly explore every aspect of the phenomena we have to have discernment; the ability to detect what is real and what is disinformation.

So when someone close to me, like my kids or my best friend, asks me, “How can you possibly believe any of this?” I feel embarrassed and ashamed. Almost as if I’m not supposed believe in such things, like I’ve disappointed them or let them down somehow. This is largely why I keep this part of me separate from my immediately family (most of whom, while being wonderful people, are very narrow-minded because of their religious beliefs). In fact, I often feel like I’m bursting at the seams wanting to talk about all of this stuff. It’s one of the reasons I started this blog. It is a way for me to organize my thoughts, to inform others and, maybe, to let people out there like me know that they are neither crazy nor alone.

I will go so far as to say that the existence of life outside of our atmosphere is both the single greatest truth that we will ever learn while at the same time being the biggest secret in the entirety of our history. Name one thing that the government has worked harder to debunk, defame and keep classified than this subject. Yet when anyone tries to dig deeper to find real answers, or somehow try to discuss or report on the layer upon layer of lies and deception they’ve produced, most people are programmed to label them as a freak, a loser. A conspiracy theorist. Well, I have many theories that involve several conspiracies. I guess that makes me guilty. But why is it that the term “conspiracy theorist” is always taken in such a negative light?

If someone has a belief that something is being kept secret in order to help us remain ignorant and keep us in the dark, do we not have a moral obligation to try to expose those secrets? Some say the CIA themselves coined the term “conspiracy theory” just for the purpose of persecuting people like me back in 1967 (https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2015-02-23/1967-he-cia-created-phrase-conspiracy-theorists-and-ways-attack-anyone-who-challenge). Others say that notion has been debunked (https://www.metabunk.org/debunked-the-cia-invented-the-term-conspiracy-theory-in-1967-with-memo-1035-960.t960/) and that it was actually first used on page 141 of The Journal of Mental Science-Volume 16 way back in 1870:

The theory of Dr. Sankey as to the manner in which these injuries to the chest occurred in asylums deserved our careful attention. It was at least more plausible that the conspiracy theory of Mr. Charles Beade, and the precautionary measure suggested by Dr. Sankey of using a padded waistcoat in recent cases of mania with general paralysis—in which mental condition nearly all these cases under discussion were—seemed to him of practical value.

And while the words above are wildly out of context and irrelevant to the subject matter of this post, who is to say that someone in the CIA wasn’t aware of the term and thought it could be repurposed as a great way to label people they didn’t want disseminating information they wanted kept secret? When that failed to do the trick they ramped up the rhetoric even further by introducing the idea of people wearing tin foil hats to prevent their minds from being read. The idea was first introduced as far back as 1909 in a non-fiction publication called Atomic Consciousness (there’s that word again…hmmmm), wherein self-proclaimed “seer” John Palfrey stated that such a contrivance would actually not be effective in preventing “telepathic impactive impingement.” The idea was to approximate the functionality of a Faraday Cage (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Faraday_cage) which would reduce the amount of energy that is able to pass into our brain and influence it. Was it ever effective in serving that purpose? The jury is still out on that one.

But author and speaker David Wilcock produced a video called “The Source Field Investigations” that talks a lot about the energy field surrounding not just us but everything as well as how that field is all interconnected:



If you Google “source field” Wikipedia will take you to a short blurb about it which is given purely from a physics standpoint, not from a consciousness standpoint (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Source_field):


But in the context of what the source field is (in Esoteric Community terms) the subject is gone into in much further detail (http://www.heartcom.org/SourceField.htm) which relates to this very interesting video:



Along with a very poignant quote from the great Nikola Tesla:



I always try to share great content when I find it, so I highly encourage inquisitive minds to give the site linked above a proper gander. But in short, the idea of the Source Field (or as some call it, the Zero Point Energy field: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Zero_Point_Field) is that it is “the infinite energy supply of our God Creator that is contained within All things.” 

Another way of putting it might be that “It’s an energy field created by all living things. It surrounds us and penetrates us. It binds the galaxy together.” You’re not crazy. That’s a quote from the movie “Star Wars: A New Hope” when Obi-wan Kenobi is telling Luke about the Force. Remember what I’ve been saying recently (if you’ve been keeping up with my posts) about how Project DOVE (a joint partnership between the government and the movie making industry) introduces concepts like these in films in order to acclimate us to esoteric ideas?  Other examples include “Close Encounters of the Third Kind,” “2001: A Space Odyssey” and, more recently, “Jupiter Ascending” (which is both an entertaining sci-fi movie and an extremely disturbing analog to the Draco/Elite/ICC paradigm-Check it out! https://www.imdb.com/title/tt1617661/).

So. Should I feel shame in believing in any of this? I don’t think so. But I believe most would say that I should. Maybe they wouldn’t go so far as to suggest I’m mentally unstable, but I do feel at the very least that I’d be labeled “weird” for showing interest in such things. I don’t think I’m important enough for anyone to truly care to be honest. I am mostly ignored when I start talking about this type of thing. In fact, sadly, I get interrupted so often and steamrolled in so many conversations when I start expressing my thoughts or relating to something someone said that it’s quite frustrating. Like I said, I am a great listener. But when given the chance to talk, specifically about personal experiences and beliefs, it’s as if the mind of the person I’m trying to engage flips a “nope switch” and completely and utterly fails to acknowledge anything I’ve said (unless it’s something mundane like, “Where you wanna eat?” or “Wutchu wanna watch?”).

I feel that it’s part of how many of us are subliminally averse to soaking in any information which upsets our current worldview. We say we want change, but we’re afraid of it. We say we want prosperity but we wait for some force from on high to “bless us” with it instead of going after what we want in order to achieve that prosperity. And I’m not talking about wealth or money, necessarily. We can be prosperous in other ways: in spirit, in health, in mind, in love, in relationships with our family. To prosper simply means “to flourish or be successful.”

So, yes. I am very self-conscious when discussing these things with others. Many are simply not ready to hear the information I have to share. Many are only marginally aware of the depth of this phenomenology. They’re still stuck on the Roswell Crash which happened over 80 years ago. They don’t wonder why NASA has cut its budget for expeditions to the moon. They don’t realize that the first known UFO photograph wasn’t from the World War II era but from 1890 taken in Mount Washington, New Hampshire:


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They have little interest in wanting to know why 9/11 happened only one day after Donald Rumsfeld went on record saying that 2.3 trillion dollars worth of United States financial transactions could not be accounted for.



They have no interest in hearing about why JFK was assassinated a little over a year after Marilyn Monroe (his rumored mistress) supposedly committed suicide:



They don’t care to contemplate why astronauts Buzz Aldrin and Edgar Mitchell would both say they saw UFOs on the Moon:



Why waste time concerning oneself with why a sculpture of an individual wearing what looks like an astronaut’s helmet was found in Guatemala City dating back over 2,500 years?


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Or why a cross-section of the pineal gland in the human brain so closely resembles the Eye of Horus in ancient hieroglyphs and evokes imagery from teachings about awakening the Third Eye chakra.


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Is synchronicity of numbers in our everyday life irrelevant? Humans seek patterns in things but that doesn’t mean when a pattern is found that it doesn’t mean anything. Numerology is an expression of math which, perhaps more than any other language is likely more universally relevant than any spoken one. Is the synchronicity of 11:11 important, for instance? Or what about the number 108? Some readers may not be aware that the Sun is exactly 108 times the diameter of Earth and that the average distance of the Sun from Earth (due to varying seasons) is 108 times the Sun’s diameter and that the average distance from Earth to the Moon is 108 times the Moon’s diameter (https://wanderlust.com/journal/108-number-unifies-big-picture-present-moment/). Coincidence? Maybe so, because we like to see coincidence in things too when logic is unable to account for such synchronicity.

Only just today (as of this writing on 11/6/18, Election Day) CNN reported that Harvard astronomers now say the mysterious interstellar object dubbed “Oumuamua” (which means “a messenger that reaches out from the distant past”) that passed through our solar system a little over a year ago was most likely an alien probe. Why? Because it defied all laws of how a natural object not under intelligent control would behave (https://twitter.com/WideWorldOWeird/status/1059812996321566720).

But is knowledge like this important? Or should it be ignored? Should it be ignored that it has long been a Hollywood secret that Stanley Kubrick helped produce a video of a fake moon landing (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moon_landing_conspiracy_theories#Alleged_Stanley_Kubrick_involvement)? That doesn’t mean we didn’t go to the moon; obvioulsy we did. But think critically and ask yourself why a video like that would need to be manufactured convincingly.  Some have acknowledge that the video may very well be fake, but that the reason revolves around the importance of the appearance that America arrived there first before any other country beat them to it. Or could it have been that there was something on the Moon that made filming the actual landing too risky should eagle-eyed viewers spot something unexplained in its background?



It’s ironic that Kubrick had long been rumored as the go-to guy and director of the allegedly fake video only to (if the stories are true) die mysteriously after the release of the film “Eyes Wide Shut” which all too convincingly portrayed a group of cult-like socialites performing secret, carnal rituals behind closed doors. Did he really die of cardiac arrest (admittedly not uncommon for a man of that age)? Or did the Cabal/Illuminati (http://theghostdiaries.com/was-stanley-kubrick-killed-by-the-illuminati/) feel that Kubrick (a rumored member himself) had been compromised by exposing too much of their clandestine world?



These types of fringe explorations of the truth are what keep people like me up at night. And, while that may seem odd or even sad to an uninitiated layman of the strange and unusual, I myself (like Lydia Deetz in “Beetlejuice”) am strange and unusual.



Perhaps I should be embarrassed or ashamed of my interests. Or maybe I’m just projecting because I’m so self-conscious about how negatively such topics have been historically received. Then again, maybe none of this is as interesting as I think it is and people simply just don’t care. Maybe it has nothing to do with the perception of whether attention should or should not be paid to such matters. It could be the truth is that, yes, many of us acknowledge that much of these phenomena have a whiff of truth about them but there simply isn’t anything we can do about it so why bother wasting energy thinking about it? If there is no proof, even if most of us suspect it’s real, why agonize over how to react to it?  It’s a valid reason for disengaging the brain from a conundrum it can’t solve. And I think that’s the very reason why people like me exist.

We don’t turn our heads away when something doesn’t seem right. We continue to think about the things which seem like they have no answers. We feel a calling to explore the unknown, to ask questions that perhaps others hadn’t thought to. When it comes to what may be considered logical perhaps putting faith in science and in facts is what’s called for when trying to think critically. But on the flip side of that coin we must also acknowledge that when science can’t explain something sometimes we have to rely on that inner voice, that spirit within us which is connected to a higher state of being where the rules of matter and the laws of physics and time no longer apply. There is without a doubt a time for hewing to cold, hard facts and insist on pursuing order in logic. But there is also a time to eschew those things and disconnect from them when it poses a hinderance to understanding the ephemeral and the divine.

Though intuition may not have the same applications in the realm of science as it does in the purview of the otherworldly it is still a resource I think we should all be learning to use much more often than we do now.  So while the powers that be have programmed most of us to react with incredulity and guffaw at those whose pursuits are to be met with ridicule and a certain “shame factor” designed to discourage such endeavors, I feel no shame. Caution, perhaps; these are not topics everyone is ready to hear about yet. But I won’t be cowed into silence by a society that has been weaned on inflammatory terminology like “little green men” or “tin foil hat” and “conspiracy theory.” I feel the opposite. I feel excitement. I feel hope. And I feel that sometime very soon, as more and more of us begin to wake up to the truth, we will no longer feel that we need anyone to tell us what’s true or not. What’s “real” or not. We’ll just know it. Intuitively.


Life in a post-Disclosure world.

It’s not a matter of if the truth will come about everything that has been kept from us, but when.  And I’m not just talking about the truth about UFOs or ETs. That aspect is perhaps even less important than learning the truth about how our potential as a global society has been smothered by a constant stream of input designed to keep us in a perpetual state of despair (the opposite of hope), fear (the opposite of bravery), sadness (the opposite of joy) and physical and spiritual sickness (the opposite of health).

To the layman who has any inkling of what the word “Disclosure” means in the context I’m discussing here, it may just seem like a term relating to our governments admitting to us that ETs are real. That’s part of it, yes. And, while it will be a massive global sea change in our perception of reality, it’s really just a small part of the disclosure of the other things that have been kept from us, too. We will soon be entering a time of heightened awareness. Or maybe it’s more accurate to say that we will all soon have more awareness of the truths that have been suppressed.

I want to address something here directly. When people read or hear things concerning the subject matter I write about they might wonder, “Where is this guy getting all of this?” I get very self-conscious when I think about how I would answer that question if asked. Because, on the surface, it doesn’t seem very discerning. But I would say that over half of the information I’ve absorbed about UFOs, ETs, the Cabal, the Ascension, etc. have primarily come from watching documentaries, interviews and discussion panels online. And of those I would say a lot of this information was found on YouTube.

Yes, I’ve read some books and experienced small things independently but I wanted to be clear about where this information comes from. It has helped me form many of my own conclusions or simply reinforced things I already suspected or felt to be true. I can imagine that many people would turn up their noses and might not listen to me as closely as before. After all, if I’m just some guy parroting information I got from some rando on the intrawebs why should anyone care what I write about? It’s a valid criticism. But all I can do is refer to the previous post I made before this one about my thoughts on the nature of information and hope that those words provide some insight.

Much of this information, as I have stated before, comes from government whistle blowers like Bob Lazar, ex-military insiders such as Corey Goode and Emery Smith, journalists like David Icke and Linda Moulton-Howe or simply people who felt a calling to bring attention to these subjects like Dr. Steven Greer and Dr. Michael Salla. Those people, at least within the Esoteric Community, are fairly well-known. But there have been thousands if not tens of thousands of people who have posted pictures, videos and sound files on their own independent channels whose purpose is to try to make sense of what they experienced in an attempt to share what happened to them with others.

There is another highly controversial source of information that can be found all across the Internet and on YouTube most especially. It’s called Channeling. We have probably all heard tales of mediums doing this with ghosts and spirits and in automatic writing. Only in this case it’s people allegedly channeling intelligent ET beings trying to communicate with us. I completely understand how anyone reading this might be aghast that someone could put any stock whatsoever into the information coming out of these “channeling sessions.” I am not so naive as to believe that every message found on an Internet site is a legitimate spiritual communication from a higher being. But I will say that some of the sessions are from nearly three years ago and they predicted that Trump would be elected President (something I thought could never happen in a million years), the issuing of indictments for the arrests of Cabal members engaged in human trafficking and pedophelia rings and much more. A lot of it has come true, but does that mean it was some sort of prophecy or was it just the ability to use common sense to see how the situation would play out? It’s unclear.

As for the indictments, this is information that can be found on an actual government site called Pacer (https://www.pacer.gov/) which provides information that is publicly available for anyone to view. As of August 2018 over 25,000 (https://www.dailydot.com/layer8/sealed-indictments-qanon-conspiracy/) sealed indictments have been issued. As of now, at the beginning of November, that number has reportedly swelled to more than 40,000. I am not a Trump supporter, but the man wasn’t kidding when he said he was draining the swamp:

An indictment is a formal accusation of serious wrongdoing sought by a federal prosecutor and voted on by a grand jury which usually leads to an arrest that then eventually leads to a trial and, hopefully, a conviction. To put these numbers into perspective, the average yearly number of indictments in the United States has been around 1,000 since 2009. Insiders claim these indictments will eventually lead to a series of public hearings not unlike the Nuremberg trials in which 24 Nazi war criminals were tried and convicted because of the atrocities they committed during World War II.  According to an Anonymous tweet (not to be confused with Qanon):

Could this be an indication of why Trump approved more than $200 million so that GITMO could be upgraded and expanded to accommodate not just more prisoners, but more guards and personnel (https://www.miamiherald.com/news/nation-world/world/americas/guantanamo/article207035814.html)?


I’m not suggesting that these indictments occurred because of the information that was supposedly channeled. I’m just pointing out that the information, whether it came from a human being or from someone on a higher plane, jibes with today’s reality concerning these individuals being brought to justice. It’s a corroboration that the Cabal is being dismantled and that they will be held accountable for their actions. I’m including the info about these indictments because it is what so many insiders have claimed is the first major, public indicator that the Cabal has failed. These sociopaths, pedophiles, slavers and exploiters are small fries compared to the big fish to follow. It’s important because Disclosure can’t happen while that regime is still in control. And now that their grip is loosening and it appears that things are moving forward the big question is: What happens next?

With the Cabal being overthrown and Disclosure on the brink of becoming a reality, what will the world be like after all this information comes out? The Cabal’s crimes will be exposed, suppressed technologies and patents will be released and many are saying that a global currency reset (meant for our benefit this time, not theirs) will take place. It supposedly will come in the form of an initiative called NESARA (National Economic Security and Recovery Act) or GESARA (the same program but on a global scale).

There is a theoretical version of this initiative but it is based on a real act that was created and proposed in the 1990s by Harvey Francis Bernard, a philosophy graduate and engineer from Louisiana. It never made it before Congress, but word quickly circulated about it when Bernard printed 1,000 copies of the proposal entitled “Draining the Swamp: Monetary and Fiscal Policy Reform,” and sent them to Congress (the full text of which can be found here: https://archive.org/stream/pdfy-AP3CsYf-YOz6zmzu/Nesara%202015%20for%20all%20%20who%20seek%20Truth_djvu.txt).

The basic principle was to eliminate debt because Bernard identified it as the single greatest obstacle to our economic growth. It called for the abolishment of the IRS, the Federal Reserve System and income tax to be replaced with a new, flat tax rate only on non-essential goods that would supplement the loss of taxed income (a higher rate which people could now afford because their weekly checks would be larger) as well as legislation that:

Terminates or drastically reduces 
mortgage debt 

Promotes universal home ownership 
Provides a secure future for all 
Increases benefits to senior citizens 
Replaces the income tax with a fair tax 

Reduces urban sprawl by restoring inner 
cities as vital economic areas 

Restores high-paying productive jobs 

Restores financial privacy 

Eliminates inflation 

Provides $500 billion of new public works 

Eliminates bank failures 

Eliminates trillions of dollars of public and 
private debt 

Returns control of the currency to the 

Benefits Americans with an 
unprecedented economic boom 

Improves the balance of trade 

Provide new banking rules that are 
equitable and fair to all 

Enables single parents to support their 

Doubles the average standard of living 

It’s a novel idea but for purposes one can only guess at NESARA was publicly rejected. Privately, however, a different story is told. According to sources, “The NESARA bill languished in Congress before finally being passed by a secret session in March 2000 and signed by President Bill Clinton. It is claimed that the new law was to be implemented at 10 am on September 11, 2001, but that the computers, and data (of the beneficiaries of the trillions of dollars of “Prosperity funds”) were destroyed on the second floor of one of the World Trade Center towers in New York City during the terrorist attacks.”

In this narrative the September 11th terrorist attacks were staged as a distraction by Bush 43 to bury NESARA. Conspiracy theories have long persisted that September 11th was staged but the supposed reasons for it revolved mostly around providing an excuse for the United States military to invade Iraq so it could seize its oil wells and also as a reason to implement heightened levels of surveillance on U.S. citizens. Perhaps the truth is that they did want NESARA buried but moving in on Iraq’s oil and justifying spying on its own citizens was just a fortuitous side effect. Regardless, there is no denying that NESARA is real. But there is a more in-depth version of what NESARA really is that is based on insider hearsay and rampant Internet conjecture that is far more fascinating.

In short, NESARA (and GESARA) is a “Robin Hood” endeavor (https://inteldinarchronicles.blogspot.com/2016/08/nesara-rv-intel-update-august-29-2016.html). It takes all of the money that has been illegally obtained by the Cabal at our expense and returns it to us. The amount of money the Elites have been hoarding which has supposedly been reclaimed for redistribution is a staggering…..


In case you missed that, it’s the number 1 followed by 40 zeros. That’s one quattuordecillion dollars. Thank you “James D.” of the Sananda website (https://sananda.website/names-of-large-numbers-and-rv-process-by-d-james-february-4th-2018/) for providing the proper LARGE number values (their site is loaded with info about GESARA, check it out!). That number is based on the amount of precious metals that are said to have been hoarded and illegally appropriated by the Cabal/Illuminati/Deep State/Annunaki/Draco Reptilian/Interplanetary Corporate Conglomerate pedophile slavers over the course of thousands and thousands of years while we, “the little people” suffered and scratched a living off their table scraps.

Yes, “the little people” is what Pope Benedict XVI (Joseph Ratzinger) called us when he opposed the implementation of NESARA as an RV/GCR (revaluation/global currency reset) initiative back in 2008 saying, “The little people cannot handle this money properly, only the Church can.”  Well, if this is real, how much money are we talking about? Exactly how much money goes where? And to whom? And how do we know society won’t collapse if people quit their jobs en mass so they can go live a life of luxury? It would essentially bring an end to the current fiat money system (https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/fiat%20money) wherein printed paper money has no true monetary value because it isn’t backed by actual physical assets and return world finance to a system similar to that of the original bi-metal system in which what is printed is actually representative of the gold, silver, platinum and other assets that truly exist.

According to those who are supposedly “in the know” every person on Earth, all 8 billion of us, would benefit from these newly released funds. It would begin as NESARA and get implemented first in the United States (nationally) then expand to other countries globally as GESARA. The breakdown looks something like this:

  • Citizens over the age of 21 will receive $100,000 a month for 12 years.
  • This money will be used to buy all corporations and banking cartels.
  • NESARA will also zero out (permanently cancel) all personal, corporate and national debts worldwide.
  • The entire 8 billion human population will benefit from NESARA. And the Earth will finally be free to experience itself as the abundant planet it was created to be.
  • Few understand there is more than enough gold to back all human currency in circulation. This means each and every human being could become an instant multi-millionaire without debt of any kind–if just given the resources.
  • NESARA is about sharing the stored gold resources of humanity for humanity with humanity by humanity around the planet and fairly.
  • NESARA is about putting benevolent banking systems and operators in place worldwide to deliver said monetary equality–consistently.
  • No individual anywhere on Earth will be beyond the reach of the NESARA’s wealth redistribution program. And no individual or organization anywhere on Earth will be able to stop NESARA once it begins either.
  • NESARA’s volume alone will cancel out all credit card, mortgage and other banking debt due to illegal banking and government corruption worldwide.
  • Income tax will be abolished too as NESARA will render personal taxation monetarily unnecessary.
  • A new 14% flat rate tax on non-essential new items will provide the sustainable revenue stream for all national governments post NESARA.
  • There will be increased benefits for senior citizens and children post NESARA.
  • In the USA, there will be a return to Constitutional Law at every level of the legal system.
  • The US President and Vice President will be removed from office with immediate effect, and before the end of their present term under NESARA.
  • So will all members of Congress along with their Cabal handlers. All will be replaced with constitutionally acceptable NESARA President and Vice President designates, possibly including people such as General Joseph Dunford or General Carter Ham.
  • In exchange for amnesty, Donald Trump is being allowed to temporarily expose the machinations of the Cabal, especially the Clinton Foundation and Obama Administration as being one and the same.
  • There will be new Presidential and Congressional elections within 120 days of the NESARA announcement.
  • These elections will be carefully monitored to prevent voter fraud and other illegal activities by special interest groups or covert syndicates.
  • A new USA Treasury currency will come forward, backed by gold, silver, and other precious metals. A new USA Treasury Bank System will also be initiated in alignment with Constitutional Law.
  • The Federal Reserve System will be abolished after one year of transition.
  • Personal financial, medical and Internet privacy will also be restored.
  • All judges and attorneys will be retrained in Constitutional Law or be dismissed.
  • All aggressive US government military actions worldwide will cease and global peace will be established.
  • The Farmers’ claims will be paid first with settlements to include immediate debt forgiveness of $300,000 (including mortgages, credit cards and loans) for each farming family.

Well. That’s certainly….something. Isn’t it? I mean, it sounds amazing.  Look, I would be the first guy on board with something like this. Unfortunately this whole NESARA/GESARA thing suffers from the same thing every other prediction or assertion of some world transforming event has. It’s essentially just another prophecy and as such, until it happens, will just have to be chalked up to another “failed prophecy” scenario. Author and psychologist Leon Festinger wrote a book in 1956 called “When Prophecy Fails.”  In it, Festinger and his co-authors concluded that the following conditions lead to increased conviction in beliefs following disconfirmation:

1. The belief must be held with deep conviction and be relevant to the believer’s actions or behavior.
2. The belief must have produced actions that are arguably difficult to undo.
3. The belief must be sufficiently specific and concerned with the real world such that it can be clearly disconfirmed.
4. The disconfirmatory evidence must be recognized by the believer.
5. The believer must have social support from other believers.

And while NESARA/GESARA, in the form outlined above, hasn’t been disconfirmed or disproved I can envision a scenario in which the idea of it is so deeply desired to be true that it would become impossible to dissuade someone from believing in it. Of course, that can be said of anything that is rooted in firm beliefs be they political, religious, spiritual, etc. I’m not immune either. Just try to talk me out of believing in ETs! So when exactly would this glorious redistribution of the world’s wealth take place? I’ve heard 2001, 2008, 2015, 2016 and now (you guessed it!) 2018! October, specifically. As of this writing, it’s actually October 30th (it usually takes me a couple of days to put together and edit a post). And nothing has happened. Well, nothing NESARA related, not publicly at least. What has happened was that several mail bombs were sent to some pretty high-profile folks (https://www.nytimes.com/2018/10/29/us/cnn-suspicious-package-bomb.html) resulting in an arrest, a shooting was carried out at the Tree of Life Jewish synagogue in Pittsburgh resulting the deaths of 11 worshippers (https://www.cnn.com/2018/10/27/us/pittsburgh-synagogue-active-shooter/index.html) and 5,200 U.S. troops were deployed to the border as large caravans of Mexican migrants try to make their way into America.

Murder. Assassination attempts. Illegal border crossings. It’s a lot to take in. Every day is like this, but the last few days in particular were tough to handle. Is it all a distraction orchestrated by the Deep State? Could NESARA really have been on the verge of being initiated this late in the month only to have its reveal postponed by these incidents in some way?  Is it just another Red Flag round of fear, racial division and political optics being showered on us by the Cabal? All day, every day, the news inundates us with stories of grief, loss and conflict. I certainly wouldn’t put it past “the powers that be” to pull a stunt like this, although it is a far cry in scope from 9/11 as far as distractions go. Is it possible that the real distraction, as all of the game pieces on the board are moved into position in order to make NESARA a reality, has been right in front of us the whole time? Say, an almost comically megalomaniacal clown who says outrageous things and insults everyone who doesn’t kiss his orange ass? That’s a theory that was put forth here: https://inteldinarchronicles.blogspot.com/2018/09/welcome-gcrrvgesara-intel-update-9118.html. About Donald Trump, the site states:

“Trump’s BRICS mandate, therefore, is to be a global distraction while all the structural changes are made, as well as to publicly humiliate/pressure non-complying nations to fall in line with GESARA guidelines. And he’s doing a great job, as he’s calling out all late reforming nations, including Israel, Palestine, Iran, Canada, Mexico, China, Europe Union nations, Africa, etc.”

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/BRICS (Brazil, Russia, India, China and South Africa)

Yep, you read that correctly. The claim is being made in some circles that Trump’s behavior as President is deliberate and is meant as a distraction so that while the rest of the world is focused on the ridiculousness of his handling of the highest office in the world, the big movers and shakers behind the scenes are free to move about unnoticed to pave the way for GESARA.  The site further states that when GESARA is announced the planet will move over to a new, unhackable cloud-based financial and banking system called QFS (Quantum Financial System). The idea being that no one would be able to manipulate the newly distributed funds as they did during the reign of the Cabal when interference and gerrymandering of the system was rampant. While the term “quantum finance” is certainly a real thing (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quantum_finance) I could only find references to QFS on sites specifically covering esoteric topics related to the Cabal, Discloure, the Great Awakening, Ascension, etc. According to this article the system is already in place and ready to go online when GESARA goes into effect.

This particular source names 5 a.m. on the morning of Christ’s “true birthday” of this year (2018) as the date that GESARA will go into effect. The source doesn’t say why this must be the case nor who set this date and I am assuming the true birth of Christ in this context is still December 25th. So, long story short, we should expect GESARA to go into effect at 5 a.m. Eastern Daylight Time on Christmas morning of 2018 (a little less than two months from the date this post was published).

“Due to the sheer size and scope of the RV, accurate news of its constant development was held back from public knowledge, benevolently and malevolently, but now the miracle must be delivered to humanity by the true birth of Christ 5am EDT Monday morning, as all governments of the world are ready to awaken the sleeping masses to said global transference of wealth, which legally went into full effect last evening midnight or Saturday September 1, 2018.”

“How could such a thing could be possible?” You might ask.  It all basically boils down to dishonest reporting of physical assets that back the printed paper money systems of Earth. I.E. People lied about how much gold they had stockpiled. As an example, only 190,000 metric tons of gold bullion is reported to be in existence when the actual number is closer to 1,900,000 metric tons. Somebody left off a zero, I guess. That’s just gold, not including what can still be pulled up from the ground. The article doesn’t mention any other precious metals like silver or platinum.

As to how such an announcement would reach every American simultaneously, should NESARA come first with GESARA to follow, look no further than the recent FEMA Presidential Alert system which had its first successful test back on October 3rd, 2018. I don’t know about you, but I didn’t even know such a thing was in the works until I heard it on the news then saw that it had been carried out shortly afterwards. On the surface it is a system designed to warn U.S. citizens of things like imminent terrorist attacks, incoming weather disasters or other national emergencies. This marks the first time I am aware of that a message from POTUS could be delivered simultaneously nationwide. It doesn’t matter if you’re TV isn’t tuned in to CNN, or if the power is out and you have no Internet, or if you’re on your phone watching cat videos so you missed a YouTube or Twitter notification.

At least with a tweet from Trump you’d get a notification and could choose to ignore it. At least on CNN’s website you could see another ridiculous Trump headline and choose not to click on the article. With this method BOOM! It’s right in your face. Granted not all carriers support the system. But the major ones do. Could it be that this system, implemented only weeks before all of this information is said could be made public, was actually put in place to announce NESARA so that even if the Cabal tried to make some last minute attempt to take down the Internet, or otherwise try to prevent its debut, it would fail?

My favorite claim in this bonkers scenario is that no longer than 120 days after NESARA is implemented, a new Presidential election will take place meaning that Trump must surrender the office of the President or be impeached so that someone new will take over as POTUS. Here is what’s said about this new election:

“That’s why it’s best to think of Donald Trump as an emergency bankruptcy manager obsessed with social media, versus a legitimate politician. Because when he is legally replaced sometime after January 20, 2019, by either impeachment or resignation, some combination of Mike Pence / Paul Ryan will calmly reset the country and begin the healing process.

(Note: January 20, 2019 constitutionally qualifies the Trump Administration as a full presidential term, thus allowing someone like Paul Ryan to run in both 2020 and 2024—who for your added information is the BRICS Alliance choice to be the next American President in a post GESARA compliant world; and thus why he was artificially made Speaker of the House back in October 2015, and has proceeded to pass over 450 bills in the House of Representatives—all of which satisfy GESARA compliance mandates).”

A final claim is made that this RV (revaluation) process has already taken place. As to who carried out this process and under what authority, it doesn’t say. But it claims that the process was “100% truthful.” This source claims that we will all have to attend a “redemption appointment” wherein you may either choose to take a lump sum or allow some of these newly released funds to be invested for you. How the banks expect to deal with what I can only imagine would be a tidal wave of human bodies pressing against their doors for months on end every single morning, I wouldn’t presume to guess. That is, if there would be any bankers left to process our claims. Are we to expect that these bank employees wouldn’t simply quit their jobs? If so, who would be left to facilitate this process?

This brings me to a point I touched upon earlier. How would such an event not cause a global economic collapse? Does anyone else reading this wonder how we would be able to go out and splurge on every possible item we have ever wanted when there would be no sales clerks to check us out? What about grocery store employees? Or our police force? Or even our own government officials? This same question was brought up in a recent “channeling” video I watched on YouTube where a woman named Sharon Stewart is channeling a being she calls “Ivo of Vega.”

When she asks this being if NESARA/GESARA could conceivably cause an economic collapse he essentially says, “Maybe.” And when she asks what will happen when drug addicts get a hold of the money and just go buy a bunch of meth, he says, “That would be their choice.” This being does say, however, that this must all take place before any Ascension event since we cannot be expected to try to raise our collective vibration while still under the yoke of the old Cabal money magic system of stress and fear. Beyond that, it doesn’t appear that these “higher beings” have given much thought to the sheer amount of chaos this event would cause. It is motivated by good intentions but we can’t possibly predict the ramifications it will have on our immediate economic system. Then again, perhaps that has been taken into account as well and simply wasn’t touched on in any of the material I read.

But Disclosure wouldn’t just bring about a possible redistribution of wealth. As mentioned earlier, it is said that with the Cabal no longer in control (and thus unable to keep their secrets any longer) many advanced technologies would be revealed and made available to the public. Insiders claim things like sonic healing (https://www.qwavepulse.com/how-it-works) and med beds (holographic healing beds: https://www.disclosurenews.it/en/the-med-bed-jared-rand/) would be introduced immediately which would change the face of medicine on Earth forever.  What would likely soon follow is portal technology (teleportation), advanced propulsion systems (anti-gravity) zero point energy devices (goodbye, fossil fuels!), de-aging technology and who knows how many other wondrous new quality of life improvements. It all quite frankly sounds like a Utopia; a veritable wish list with all the boxes check marked.

A world without Trump as our President? Yes, please! A world where class no longer matters because we are all financially equal? Deal me in! A world where we have access to technology that has been kept secret from us for decades? Go on! A world where we are in open contacted with extraterrestrial beings who can help reveal our true history to us and to help us understand our true nature now that the Cabal is defeated? Awesome! A world where we can begin to realize that we aren’t tethered to just one plane of existence; where we gain a new understanding of time in relation to space and gravity and of our connection not only to each other but with other civilizations throughout the universe? *squeals* A world where our lifespans are extended beyond what we have ever known? Let’s do this! And perhaps, in the end, that is the key to our survival as a species: to stop living life with such a short-sighted mentality; to learn patience and eschew feelings of entitlement and the urge for immediate gratification that it entails.

On the flip side of the coin, this type of “one global currency” system which would be managed by an advanced computing system may smack of certain Biblical passages that talk about The Mark of the Beast in Revelations which many have said could be a metaphor for accepting some sort of marker or identifier like a microchip or bar code.

“16 It also forced all people, great and small, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hands or on their foreheads, 17 so that they could not buy or sell unless they had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of its name. (Revelation 13:16-17″

I have absolutely zero doubt that when or if NESARA/GESARA is announced many Christian fundamentalists will equate the movement with Biblical prophecy as large portions of the faith refuse to “take the mark.” Not that there will be any sort of marker, but I think you get my meaning. I don’t put any stock in that sort of rhetoric myself, but you don’t have to be the religious type to be suspicious of such a possibility. After all, we are already being conditioned with things such as moving away from traditional credit cards which had to be swiped to ones that now have a chip. Having worked in retail before I know that the reason given for this switch is that “the chip” is more secure.

Who knows if that’s really true or if we are being programmed to accept that chips are safe, chips are secure, chips are the future. Are we being groomed for an eventual move to receiving a chip ourselves? One that tracks where we are (for our “safety,” of course), one that logs our Internet activities.  One that sends our shopping data to companies who want to buy that information without our consent so that we can be more efficiently targeted with ads which will make the rich corporations even wealthier. One that may eventually even eliminate the need for the Internet altogether as we are simply “online” all the time, 24/7. Think about how often you and I already use the Internet and are already so very “connected” with our technology. Even now we’re just a stone’s throw from perpetual connectivity, even while we sleep. I don’t need a religious prophecy in order to make me wary of such a possible eventuality.

A recent bill, HR4760, was recently brought before Congress called “Securing America’s Future” which, while it ultimately failed to pass, would have authorized funds for a new border wall, increased security on the border and given authorization to Homeland Security to detain immigrants at the border that they deemed “dangerous.”  What does this have to do with anything? It shows how desperate people are to make it to America, the Promised Land (so to speak) and the measures we have to implement to avoid a massive influx of impoverished families who only want a better life and more opportunities. If GESARA were to become a reality those families may no longer feel the need to escape their present circumstances and our government wouldn’t have to spend billions on trying to police individuals who aren’t even United States citizens. It would be a win-win scenario.

But you know what they say, “If it sounds too good to be true, it usually is.”  I would love to live in a world where all or even some of this is a reality. I think it’s possible, but I also worry that I may not live to see it. Oh, don’t worry! I’m not sick or anything! It’s just that it’s something that I want to witness so badly that it’d be just my luck to die of an aneurysm or something days before GESARA gets announced or moments before a solar flash triggers the start of our Ascension process. Or I’d get hit by a car while tuning into a news story stating that ancient human technology surpassing our own has been unearthed in Antarctica. I certainly hope not! I want to be there when all of this stuff goes down.

And if none of it happens? Ever? Well, as Edmund Dantes said to Mondego in “The Count of Monte Cristo:”

“Kings to you, Fernand.”


Just days after I posted this blog entry Paradigm Research Group shared a report called “Disclosure Status Report: The Way Forward” including the hastag #caretakergov.  This report is scheduled to be distributed to media outlets on November 3, 2018 (two days from this blog update). In short, it talks about the government change-up that was discussed as a component to the reveal of NESARA, a scenario in which (if you remember) involved the resignation or impeachment of POTUS and the institution of an interim government that would last until a new election could be held in 2020.

I found the timing of this report, coupled with the growing awareness of NESARA/GESARA along with the fact that the documentary “Above Majestic: The Implications of a Secret Space Program” debuted at #1 on both iTunes and Amazon only days ago to be, in a word, uncanny. Something is happening, folks. Things seem to really be coming to a head and all within the time frame of what many insiders have predicted. Disclosure now feels closer than ever. And, remember, the one year anniversary of the DOD’s reveal of it’s now defunct UAP Program called AATIP is about six weeks away prompting many to think that this time frame will be used to introduce even more information about what exactly is flying around in our skies which they say they’ve been unable to identify.

I will post the entirety of the “Disclosure Status Report” here:

Source:  http://paradigmresearchgroup.org/wordpress/2018/11/01/disclosure-status-report-the-way-forward/

November 3, 2018
Disclosure Status Report: The Way Forward
Washington, DC — Disclosure is an event, the formal acknowledgement by heads of state of nations of an extraterrestrial presence engaging the human race. The Truth Embargo is the refusal of governments, particularly the United States, to make such an acknowledgement. This embargo is entering its eighth decade.

The activist effort to end the Truth Embargo is an “exopolitical” movement. Exopolitics occurs when extraterrestrial presence related issues cross paths with traditional politics. This has happened on numerous occasions since 1947 usually resulting in suppression of the Disclosure process. However, since 2001 the intersection between traditional politics and exopolitics has intensified. Here are some examples:

(1947) A quickly executed political decision by President Truman to reverse the announcement out of the Roswell Army Airfield of a recovered “saucer” literally prevented Disclosure from taking place in 1947.

(1953) Subsequent to the CIA Robertson Panel President Eisenhower signed off on committing significant resources to formalizing the truth embargo.

(1958) The National Aeronautics and Space Act creating a civilian agency decreed NASA must assign any and all matters impacting national security to the Department of Defense. This protected the truth embargo from any NASA extraterrestrial related findings.

(1966) U. S. House of Representatives Armed Services Committee Hearing on Unidentified Flying Objects was held in service to a powerful politician – House Minority Leader Gerald Ford (much like the Advanced Aerospace Threat Identification Program was created in 2007 in service to a powerful politician – Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid). Witnesses were limited to three members of the Air Force. The hearing was conducted to serve the Truth Embargo.

(1968) U. S. House of Representatives Committee on Science and Astronautics Unidentified Flying Objects Symposium was held in response to growing public pressure and was part of a complex process intended to pull the government out of the “UFO” issue. This included the soon to be released Condon Committee Report, the shutting down of Project Blue Book and the dismantling of the National Investigations Committee on Aerial Phenomena (NICAP).

(1977) President Carter attempted to engage the extraterrestrial presence issue by initiating a White House study. The military/intelligence complex made a political decision to thwart this study. First to refuse to cooperate was CIA Director George H. W. Bush. Eventually a report titled The UFO Enigma was written by Marcia S. Smith and delivered to President Carter.

(1947-1991) A matrix of political decisions by several countries led to the Cold War and nuclear arms race, which sets the Truth Embargo in stone for 44 years.

(1993) President Bill Clinton’s administration was drawn into the extraterrestrial presence issue by Laurance Rockefeller. This was the most positive exopolitical development up to that time. Political decisions were made by the Air Force and the Department of Defense to block Clinton and the Rockefeller Initiative, which was closed down for political reasons just prior to the 1996 election.

(2001) The Disclosure Project held a major press conference in the main ballroom of the National Press Club on May 9, 2001. Testimony from dozens of witnesses was presented in person and on video. Significant momentum was developing around the activist movement. This abruptly ended with the events of September 11, 2001 and the subsequent political decisions to enter into a series of wars in the Middle East.

(1967 – 2010) A national security based political decision was made to ignore and deny evidence and testimony regarding perhaps the most significant and telling events for an extraterrestrial presence – nuclear weapons tampering in the presence of antigravitic craft of unknown origin.

(2013) Twelve years to the day after the 2001 Disclosure Project press conference Paradigm Research Group produced a mock congressional hearing, the Citizen Hearing on Disclosure, in the main ballroom of the National Press Club from April 29 to May 3. Six former members of Congress heard 30 hours of testimony from 42 witnesses over five days.

(2014) Paradigm Research Group launched a political initiative targeting presidential candidate Secretary Hillary Clinton and her connection to the extraterrestrial presence issue going back to the Rockefeller Initiative. Hundreds of mainstream media print articles were generated forcing the Clinton political team (Secretary Clinton, President Clinton, John Podesta and President Obama) to address the extraterrestrial issue a dozen times during the campaign. PRG was convinced an elected Hillary Clinton fully intended to be the Disclosure President soon after taking office. This prospect ended with the election outcome.

(2017) The To the Stars Academy of Arts and Science (TTS/AAS) was formally announced on October 11. This very significant project was developed in 2015/2016 and likely scheduled for launch just prior to or just after the 2016 election. The election outcome required some reorganization and a new timeline.

(2018) As of this white paper the Disclosure movement has been significantly hampered for two years by the national political status – a constitutional crisis. Further progress to end the Truth Embargo will be limited until this crisis has passed.

What’s Next? A Caretaker Government

The era of the “UFO” is over. The concept of Disclosure has now spread worldwide and people are excited and expectant. When will it happen? What is the current status?

At this time the nation is in the throes of a constitutional crisis that has forced many projects and initiatives into the background. Media coverage of extraterrestrial presence issues has fallen off substantially. The activist movement has been slowed to a crawl, and this will not change until the crisis has passed.

The following is a political, non-partisan assessment of how and when the ongoing constitutional crisis will end and what that means for Disclosure.

Think of the current dilemma as a complex differential equation. These are equations that can have several solutions in which one may be the most useful. Right now the political leadership is trying to solve such an equation, and this assessment projects the solution they will choose.

The nation’s political institutions and processes are dysfunctional, but the political leadership is not stupid or suicidal. They will select the path forward that does the minimum damage to careers, legacies, fundraising and their parties. Some will even take into consideration the nation and the American people. There are a limited number of options, and each will generate considerable carnage. However, one stands well above the rest regarding minimal downside, maximum upside. Call it the “Caretaker Government” option. #caretakergov

Paradigm Research Group believes this is the solution to the present constitutional crisis the political leadership will select. It will unfold as follows:

The Democrats will take control of the House of Representatives on January 3, 2019.

The Senate outcome will not be a factor.

Anticipating the Special Prosecutor reports, indictments, trials and convictions plus years of House committee hearings the Republican leadership will persuade the President to resign sometime between November 7 and January 3, 2019,

The current Vice President will become president and the House and Senate will elect a new vice president via Section 2 of the 25th Amendment.

Under a prior agreement that may or may not have been made public, the new president will also resign.

The new vice president will move up to the presidency and another vice president will be elected by the House and Senate via the Section 2 of the 25th amendment.

The new president and vice president will agree not to run for national office in 2020 after which this restriction will be lifted. They will have been selected on a bipartisan basis and have considerable experience and positive approval ratings.

As of January 3, 2019 the nation will essentially have a caretaker government for the next two years. There will be time to reset normal order, institute a range of reforms, bolster the security of the election process, increase public trust, reestablish bipartisan engagement and conduct a constructive national election campaign in 2020. This option will minimize damage to the careers and legacies of all principals and minimize the number and length of investigations and congressional hearings.

Lastly, there are other options and each of them will result in a political bloodbath the likes of which the nation has not seen in the modern era.

Why does Paradigm Research Group bother to make and publish this assessment?

The caretaker government status described would be the ideal scenario wherein a U. S. president would Disclose the extraterrestrial presence to the American people (and the world). With less partisan executives in office not running in the next election the political legacy would be spread across party lines and involve more principals. The American people would have time to consider a new extraordinary world view and factor that into their voting decisions in 2020.

If the caretaker government scenario comes to pass, expect the TTS/AAS and Paradigm Research Group to become much more aggressive early in 2019. The TTS/AAS will likely release significant new information and additional former members of the military/intelligence complex may come forward. The truth embargo will collapse and Disclosure could take place in 2019.

If you support the Disclosure process and resonate with the above assessment, please share it via social media inviting vigorous discussion and use the hashtag #caretakergov

Stephen Bassett
Executive Director
Paradigm Research Group